singapore

angel? the colour is just soo suitable for my clothes. .. I didnt get to go Sentosa Island , but i have a really great time at Bugis Street..It's like shopping at Shen Zhen, and its better than Sungei Wang ..the price of clothes normally range from $10, of course when you convert to malaysia ringgit, its a different story..

But everywhere there's a shopping centre and it seems kinda gimmick..everywhere is the same format, you see it pretty familiar, pretty tired looking at the same thing after some time..and the MRT escalator zoom you up and down instead of escalating you slowly like Malaysia does..

Best Popcorn iin the world..GARETT (i spell wrongly, forgive me) SOOO NICE, and addictive, can you imagine pouring gold into your mouth..it feels like that too, coz its pricey yet you want it MORE MORE MORE...come feed me, come come come

*MOUTH OPEN WIDE LIKE A PIRAHNA*

Orchard Street/somerset..

YEAH, BIG ELMO..i walk to every toyshop in search of my ORANGE fellow, Ernie and it turn out that it doesn't even exist at all..NObody likes this guy, nobody thinks he is cut, people think he is weird, ugly and well, distorted perhaps? because he doesn't have an infectious voicee like Elmo does..

Bought sunscreen..XP

At Bugis street, where the bee brought us to the best bubble tea..you can choose 25% sugar, 50% sugar, 70% sugar..or even 0% sugar which will taste awful but taste like heaven to my mum..

so i got the bubble milk tea, and i couldn't finish drinking it..

walking down the red carpet?

spot the red shoe? it had bows on it! and it cost only $19..but its singapore money larh..

I wanna study there, stay there, work there..

PLEASE PLEAsE..

xoxo

Ann

FIVE ways

5 ways to heal a broken heart

1. Occupy yourself with FUN things you like to do
2. Whenever you think of that pain, try to think other things that make you happy
3. Always console yourself that there are still many people outside for you to meet and open your heart to.
4. Join HAPPY activites with your friends and family
5. Never contact that person because your heart will fly back again

Five ways to regain happiness

1. StAY AWAY from things that may hurt you
2. Always tell others what hurt you and they will give you happiness
3. Do things that elate you, like hobby or just sleep to forget everything
4. go for food comfort or in my case, i just listen to HAPPY song
5. Avoid watching soapy drama, romance movies..

five ways to regain your cool

1. Always wear a smile
2. wear properly, talk with passion and be confident
3. meet new friends, meet new people, meet the WORLD
4. view people who are eveen less unfortunate than you, you will appreciate
5. Don't be shy, you are who you are.

Pre-bullimic

I've got no apetite..I FORGOT how to eat, food sudenly looks like decorative item that are not meant to consume in my stomach..I CAN"T eat, and when i was force to eat, i feel like puking..Bleurgh, i go, even my favourite egg doesn't look nice..you give me a burger, i will sit on it..

what is wrong with me..what is wrong..what is wrong...love sick perhaps? i felt my heart dropping down my stomach, anxiety? worry?

OH, just let it go away please..i must eat..i will go weak if i don't eat..

Dress whole piece: Kitschen

shoe: NEU look

who's that pigtail?: ME

xoxo

Ann

Audition

i got this terrifying phone call from ICOM (international college of music) and this guy wanted to comfirm my audition at Penang..they waren't even offering scholarship, but they need to held audition to know if those interested is elligible to go in or not..turn out, i couldn't make it because i went to Sg..

Then the person call my mum to comfirm again and ask us if we could go to KL for the next audition..KL?? there will be loads of strong competitors there..i will drown..besides, my heart will sank terribly when i see the real campus, i yearn for that college since i was 12..i am dying to go there..but they are just too expensive and not worth pursuing because musician means no high income..

so i still got two days to make up my mind..should i take this chance as an experience to go or not to go..They want three POP songs..can you imagine? if they wanted classical, that is my weak point..i probably disgrace myself..

but they want pop..and i had my original..it would be a blast..

I want a career advice from my seniors, from friends..what i got so far is that someone advice me that i should pursue somthing that i am good at..and what i'm good at make my parents wince..

"no, no, no, you can't earn money de."

"You won't have any job when you come out!"

"Find something that is professional, where everybody needs you!"

"here's the teacher college, go enrol in it."

Ann screaming at them in her head

"i go from music, loosen up my interest to audio technology, lossen up my interest to Mass Com , make my wallet happy by choosing accountancy, and you guys are still not satisfied..what do you guys want me to do exactly? NO, don't give me that become-a-teacher look, i PROBABLY shoot all my student."

xoxo

Ann

how i cheated my look

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i love my fluffy hair..( : and its natural..

i'm thinking of dying my hair, and it turn out that it would further damage my hair..so maybe i should just stand under the sun and let the sun bleached it, yet it would also damage my hair..

*sigh*

and this is how i cheat..haha..just with a pair of fake eye lashes, NO contact lenses, i don't wear them, because i'm afraid it would harm my eye..with only a pair of fake lashes, i am able to double the size of my eyes...as they say, looks can be really be deceiving..but i'm just here to send a message to monolids out there, there's always a chance for you guys to have double eye lids, if you know how to apply make up..

and for plummer look, i usually apply lipstick first and the lip gloss on it..lipstick is sooo dry and it can crack your lips easily and it can't stay long..so be sure to apply every lippie thing

eye shadow..until now, i'm still not a good eye shadow applier..i dont blend nicely with other shades..so i'm working on it..

so don't come asking me eye shadow tips..i only know BRONZER is very very essential for every make up..

my weapon for the big day..BIG eyes, and eye lids!

okay guys, i am sooo tired now, busy because i had to move house soon..

the big con of going to the new house is that THERE IS NOT INTERNET OVER THERE!!!!!

sob, dear blog, wait for me while i go and dig the grass and plant my newly grown brain..

xoxo

Ann

You won't know me

Shoot, my mood is terrible today..i have just came back from Sg, and then landed myself into an arguement..and then my mum keep pestering me to phone every driving agent in As ,.i can't breathe..i just wanna sit down and online..

sideway, hug my waist, i'm size 24 and it's expanding..

lol

hug it before  it expand..

Though i think i really need to grow up mentally..why is it i am always label as a useless fellow in my family, that i always day dream and never pay attention whats surrounding me..i tell you wat, family,normally those who are  towards the music or arts field had a different brain than yours..check my frequency, it's diff.

i have feelings too, you know, its because you never expose me, therefore i become such 'useless' .. 

ooh, i love the reflection at the mirror...

i had an empty soul...

my heart is empty

my eyes are empty

some monster ate it..

chomp chomp chomp it goes..

and yet i watch it snatch it away

and i do nothing coz its a monster afterr all

how dare you

xoxo

ann

guilty

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Went out for Pizza gathering just one week before SPM with the cha mou girls.

and from that day onward i realize how small my stomach is..

From left: shey hwa, me, xin ning and sandy tan..

where's that slow tortoise?

hehe, shey hwa wear heels, so i have to hitch up a little to balance our heights

Oh yeah, finally, the five of us with the help of Ann's pro self timer shot..

lol!

MONSTeR lighting..

i hate the dim lights..

xoxo

Ann

Exhausted

i have jz run with dog to Mcdonlad for bout 1km? went shopping walking around for more than 10km? and the fact that we whole family went squeeellliing running to catch up with the next MRT is hilarious..
Damn, why can't Malaysia be that systematic and luxurious in shopping malls..

three more exhausting day and my leg definetly would break

Bugis street <3
Orchard road suddenly feel too expensive for me..

Ann to parents : why are you two not from Singapore?!?!


xoxo
Ann

it will rain-Bruno Mars

If you ever leave me, baby, Leave some morphine at my door Cause it would take a whole lot of medication To realize what we used to have, We don't have it anymore.
There's no religion that could save me No matter how long my knees are on the floor, oh So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm making Will keep you by my side Will keep you from walking out the door.
Cause there'll be no sunlight if I lose you, baby There'll be no clear skies if I lose you, baby Just like the clouds, my eyes will do the same if you walk away Everyday, it will rain, rain, rain
I'll never be your mother's favorite Your daddy can't even look me in the eye Oooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing Saying there goes my little girl walking with that troublesome guy
But they're just afraid of something they can't understand Oooh well little darling watch me change their minds Yea for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding If that'll make you mine

and it all make sense

Wood on the mountain

it's one of that feeling again...i hope for safety, i hope for everything to be happy..i need to think, to ransack my ill mind..to accept the deny , to dig it out and try burying it..

somebody give me a shovel, how deep i dig, it will never cover every spot of it..

i know you know..

and we will keep quiet till the end

it will be our little secret

i cover it with a smile..thank you friends to let me discover who i am..and from that struggle and failure, i learn to become me and gain back love..gain self esteem..

"if only you are what you are last time." Some stupid said that to me and i realize how mess up i was before..i wasn't myself because i don't have any acceptance..i was afraid how people would judge me..i was afraid they hate me..

Kor Kor's boots..looks like one of Dr. Martens?

I am more jovial now, more confident, not conservative..no more that stupid n shape mouth..and this is why you don't find me that appealing last time.(do i sound like a food to you? yummy).

Boo you..

what we share..add value..what we had..add memories..what we been through..add experience..and what we had regretted..add NOTHING..

because there is NOTHING  ahead..

yet..

i'm still tied up in the same string with you..

xoxo

Ann

haha...hard to understand eh? i tried my own sentences..

go take a hydro, bro..

and hydro means BATH in my own language..

yo

Fatigue chic

Tomorrow, i will start a five day holiday sitting the Aeroline go..can't believe they atcually serve CHICKEN RICE shop as our meal..we will stop by at KL, 1utama ad then board the aeroline there to singapore..*yawn* it will be a very very long journey..so readers, i will be absent for five days..

i got my own mobile phone already!and just last night, i an cha mou men had a wonderful dinner at TM bidding farewell to Stupid who is going to work in genting for three sickening month..oi, do something wrong so that the bos can fire you! haha..because she feel heavy hearted to go, and i feel heavy hearted too..gbye!~

Just one of my pic..there's plenty but i got to keep it coming after five days of *yawn*..after that i'll be taking driving lesson..and guess what? I GOT A JOB!! i just need to go one week once and it count by hour.. one hour 16 dollars..(nothing much) as a violin teacher at PERLIS..god damn..sooo far..haha, but i aint complaining since the music shop owner is daddy's friend.then i saw Kedah Music Academy offering job too.. because i really need money badly, i think i wanna try my luck there too..

imagine lil ann teaching those toddlers how to hold the violin..i'm afraid they would either take it and hit it on my head, or think it's a giant chocolate and eat it..

Dress: UNKNOWN

SHOE: NEU LOOK

Who's that stick? ANN TAN, me!

xoxo

Ann

Moving house

i don't knw why i rotate it, it still remain the same..forgive me..i'm going to move soon.to this hinterland where you dont see any shopping mall, see no friends and see no chinese..but at least i got a room , with my musical instruments, many places great for photo shooting and a compound..

My friends plan to have a SLUMBER pARTY over here during CHRISTMAS PERHAPS? hopefully, they just don't say it and won't do it..because i'm having really high hope on that..i've already sort out the gore movie, the comedy and check whether this whole place is fit for five bubbling girls to jump up and down..we can go boating after that at the lake, sit the buggy and yell at the hill..

all my clothes had been move there already..i can't believe i dare to depart with my clothes for a while..OH Goodness..you see, this old house cannot be stayed..the whole cupboard look like it can collaspe anytime..houses with an experience of three flood incident can really damage the house..imagine how many bacteria living inside it..

Ann vs Tree..

Shirt dress: H & M

Crochet Bag: Mummy Made it

xoxo

Ann

Review on spm

i had to rely on this big dictionary for malay vocabs..my english essay section A looks like a big piece of kiddy toilet paper,my Chemistry and Physic Paper 3 experiment looked like it had just came from a country called I-DONT-KNOW-WHAT-THE-HELL ..

thank goodness i manage to balance my account 

and oh yeah...some Smart ppl told us that if you ever written all the answers in pencil, you will be disqualified..i become a jelly bean after that, because i did! then, it turn out tthat it would be equally illogical as there are out of 70/100 probability that students in Malaysia will use pencil to answer hard calculative questions..

oh yeah, see who's working out?he's strong, he's mighty, he conquer the world with just a mouth with no teeth..

lol

studying can make someone go cracko..i hope my brain can function well again after that

MY short hair

i was wondering how i would look like with short hair..and this is how i do it..oh yeah, it's not a wig but i tie it into somekind of turnover that makes it look like i'm having an edgy bob hair..hopefully i don't shock you though..coz i love my tresses, cutting it off is like amputating one of my hand..

sometimes i wash my hair, my hair turn out really curly..and sometimes it look just like a broomhead..i wonder why my curls still last after two years..

I will be away for five days ..Am going to Singapore and how am i suppose to shop when i'm sooo broke..am gonna wear the best outfit and am gonna try my luck in asking for another trip to universal studio? Transformer new ride man!!!! there were rumours about HARRY POTTER..if it is!..BRING IT ON!! i'll be the first one to ride it fifty times !!!

Doing a domain is hard, so im keeping my blog because it had reached 50 followers..First you must have money to pay for a free website domain..second you had to extra buy GBs?and then you must have at least 300 views per day to keep your blog..or not they are going to delete your whole blog..

so forget it..

i'm sticking to you, dear bloggie..

xoxo

Ann

Spm OVER OVER OVER

Oh yeah baby, bring the rock in, carve my name in, shake that booty and sing a stinky song..

lol...my house is almost vacant now, getting on a move to this hinterland out north..when they first moved my piano, i was practically crying my eyes out..NO NO NO!! don't touch that..leaave itttt...hugging the sides as i struggle and wrestle with the guys..

then..they toook my violin..and then my guitar..

boo yah..

have i mention that after SPM this afternoon, i have no feeling at all..everybody had this smiley face and i don't get it aT ALL..or maybe i had long lost that sense of freedom because i still do not feel freee or anything...my mum expect me to pay for my own driving liscence..what kind of parent does that?

i'm not mummy's little girl anymore..you can talk about me being immature and sooo naive in doing things, but you can't say i have a mind that only think straight and not out of the box..

i DO have feelings too..i'm not a three year old child who you can easily manipulate and stamp over here like a dead wooden log..

anyway..chocolate wooden log taste nice..if you're a herbivore,,. 

did i mention i had to wear glasses?

i make a list counting my hairs each time it falls  to the ground..yeap..the maximum was 78 strands of hair because on that day i wash my hair..can't believe my shock..if i exceeded 100..you know that you're either seriously sick with brain tumour or you just have a bad condition of hair..

thank god i haven't exceed that amount yet..

pray hard..

xoxo

Ann