Monday, February 6, 2017

Chinese New Year With Me

 Yay, i'm still blogging and keeping up to my promises. Well let's see if my promises will still be kept once school reopen. Happy Chinese New Year everyone. How do you celebrate your Chinese New Year? It is pretty boring once i grew up, i remember i used to look forward to CNY because i get to play with my cousins, went visiting to other relatives' houses that i can't remember their names and staying over at Grandma's house. This year is pretty solemn, Grandma isn't around anymore. I don't stay overnight, my favourite cousins from Singapore didn't come back, i played with my phone all the time because there was nothing to talk about. How sad.

So we had reunion meal in my own house. Food my aunty prepared all day without me helping. HOHOHO , guilty in action. 
My family is a health freak especially my mum and sister. My sister eats only organic vegetables, and my mum doesn't eat any meat except fish. That explain how many dishes are actually vegetable orientated and we eat brown rice for every meal everyday, strictly wholemeal bread (white flour bread will be threw out of the house if it is in sight) and anything too sweet will be discarded too. No longan drink this year , instead we had healthy juice or coconut drink . 

i realise my grammar sucks till the max, but i can't be bothered trying to figure out my mistakes. Argh..

Family picture. 
so all we did was snap pictures, eat, snap pictures, eat again , snap , eat snap eat snap eat. 
I waited till the 4th day of Chinese New Year. Was practically moody all day probably boyfriend-less makes me sad. 

spot that fairy lights over there? haha we wanted to it in a heart shape but obviously, it failed. 

Daddy's little girls. Haha, 
we had an annual dinner for Mummy's side of the family in a hotel. First time going to this event, so i pretty much look forward to it. 

And then the day came! He came AHH my happy pill. He wanted to come on day 3 because i was sad the whole week, probably wanted to shorten my sadness but i had a school gathering that night so i have to delay his visiting.  The best feeling is to watch him get down the train and then he glee at me and i glee back at him like we are both Cheshire cat from Alice in the Wonderland.But his stay was short, because we wanted to go Kek Lok Si in Penang to see the scenery there. Well at least he met my brother the first time. My brother was like "who the heck is this guy," 

YAY! Finally my first time in Kek Lok Si at night. 
We were pretty much stucked in traffic the whole night. But then we saw an abandon road and we took risk and drove  in there. Found out a short cut through it and succeeded in getting to Kek Lok Si without congestion !

Is like another realm there, when we get to the inclined lift. I expect it to bring us to just this giant statue of Guan Yin , i didn't expect it to bring me to another big space of land with pretty lights . totally in awed that Penang have such place and yet not knowing it even after studying there for three years. 

Day 5 at his place. Wearing matching outfits :D
So i came back home on day 5 and the best thing is, He told me there will be this "miao Hui" (don't expect me to translate this, i probably just translate it to SUPER BIG PASAR WITH CHINESE THEME) We both thought it will be this Saturday. Okay, so there will be another day for me to rest, but then he go and shock me by saying it is actually Friday, which is the day after i just came home from his house. 
Wanted to ooze blood cuz travelling alone is pretty tiring. 

So Here i am again, taking a 1 hour train to Penang again to meet him, again. ( i know i repeatedly wrote "again" three times in one sentence)  We took the ferry across from Butterworth because it's going to be even packed than going to Kek Lok Si. This event happened only once in a year, of course people will come. I think i walked almost 5 km , probably hatched two eggs if i was playing Pokemon Go. 

First time here, so i was pretty excited. Like small little kid brought to a playground . THE WHOLE PLACE IS FULL OF HUMAN BEINGS. 
as the night grows , the whole place is like two sardine cans in one sardine can.  (what kind of metaphor is this)
I like crowded places, but not this. There was this lion dance performance and i am practically squashed flat between fleshes and sweats. I wanted to fly above them and escape from this. I believe if there is any danger in that place, i probably die from human stampede. 

I can't even eat properly because everyone knocks you over when you wanted to stop to order something. Okay, so there were a few traditional games there. Some stations that offered chalks for your to vandalise the street. HAHA. 
We went to visit this Teochew association building where they were putting thick TEochew makeup on people just so they can get their pictures snapped in a Teochew traditional costume. Didn't had much energy left to participate . 

So that's practically it. 
His mum was asking "still want to go next year ah?"
"don't want ah aunty, too many people. See people cannot see things"
"Yalor, go one time sure scare le don't wan go second time."

(such an awkward end for this entry) 
PS: I am back to my depressing mode again where i am boyfriend-less. locking up myself in the room 24/7 and only come out to breathe some fresh air when i am taking my meals.
how sad.

Wednesday, February 1, 2017


What happen when this is your final semester to take up this minor course and it happens to clash with your major timetable ? 
if failing a subject caused me not to graduate is my own fault but having not to graduate just because i can't take that particular course is a total WASTE!

i can't stop worrying. i've been finding all ways , i wanted to get back to school asap and beg the lecturers to help me. PLEASEEEEE help me . 
This is like between life and death , even more painful than death because it will keep haunting me every night before i go to sleep. 

I do not want to graduate ONE YEAR later while half of the year i won't be doing anything but to wait for the second semester to arrive to TAKE THAT ONE PARTICULAR COURSE. 

I need help. Badly

Tuesday, January 17, 2017

Buu's Kitchen

 Yay, i'm back again. Just like i promised, i am blogging again :) So i'm back home now, at my hometown (lonely place without him, yes, but he's coming over next week. can't wait to see him) 

This time i'm doing a food review on Buu's Kitchen which is located at Hin Bus Depot (yes, they took over Tavern in the Park). I'm not quite a food blogger, but am trying to venture into this field as well because i love food. (who doesn't?)

 Their interior, reminds me of a south western diner. Quite cowboy or ranch style. 

 The outside. 
i honestly love Hin Bus Depot because their art culture attracts me. i just feel really indie here but too bad i had just been there three times only. Would love to participate in their pop up store every Sunday, well if there's space for me. I remember there were so many stalls there is hard for me to walk around without getting bumped. 

 This is their carbonara spaghetti. It is rare to see carbonara that have eggs mashed up inside . haha, it tasted pretty good to me, not really milky or thick but just nice for my taste bud ( because i don't like it thick anyway). 
I'm not sure about the price , you may scroll below to their Facebook page and ask. 

 My boyfriend loves this Aglio Olio, because he likes spices. He tasted fried dry garlic, dry chilli, mushrooms and olive oil sprinkle with oregano, maybe more i don't know. Is quite spicy for me , the chili flakes maybe, but you can request not to have it too spicy depending on your taste. 

Yay! and a last picture of me in Buu's Kitchen. 
They are newly opened.
go check them out

31a jalan gurdwara
George Town, Malaysia
(Hin Bus Depot)

Opening hours:


Thursday, January 7, 2016

Sherry London Prom Dress 2016

Sherry London is a UK based online shop that offers bridesmaid dresses company in custom made, design and sales business. We will render service quickest, most easily and most intimately to serve the fastest and convenient tailored customization in bridesmaid, prom dresses and special occassion dresses.
Sherry London custom made their  bridesmaid dress which is an embodiment of dignity, elegance and fashion.  Sherry London also  custom made unique charming bridesmaid, prom dresses, cocktail and special occassion dresses for different figure and characteristics.

They have experienced designer to design unique style and fashion according to your shape, which will make you the romantic and elegant Geek goddess or holy and beautiful fable princess. 

I'm sure every prom is an important occassion for girls out there who are finding the perfect prom dress to wear during that night. Here is some of my few favorites 2016 prom dress from Sherry London. 

This is one of my favorite, the pleats are just right and the color is just so soft and subtle. (: Sherry London provides the most unique designs you won't be able to find outside. By the way, all their clothes comes with all sorts of sizes from UK4 to UK28. 
Imagine all the plus sizes will be able to find their right size 

This color attracts me. I like blue, alot. plus the details of the top of the dress is a plus point too. 
Did i mention that every design of the dress comes with at least 20 different colors ? they have emerald, seaform, dark navy, coral, candy pink, hot coral, aqua, black, anything you can name it . 

Sherry London provides three different type of shipping methods, which includes expedited shipping which takes only 3-6 working days to major destinations. Standard shipping takes about 5-7 days to arrive major destinations. For super saving shipping takes about 15-30 working days to arrive major destinations. All shipping process will go through quality control  before shipping out. 

You can pay through Western Union, debit or credit card or wire transfers to purchase these wonderful prom dress 2016 in Sherry London. 
Sherry London also provides return policy if you feel there is a problem with the quality. 

For more choices of 2016 prom dress . 
you may look through here


Thursday, December 31, 2015

Unboxing Muffin Beauty Box review is the largest beauty review website in Malaysia and will be launched this June. I always find this website genre quite interesting because it helps people to know the product that they want to buy better. Like if i want to buy a nice worthy concealer and didn't know which brand would be nicer, i can just go on and checked out the reviews and all the product range offered. 

I got the beauty box in just 3 working days! I always love receiving beauty boxes because all the surprise you can get when unboxing it. 

 A little "love" note from
Still deciding which to review on :D

 looking through the box. i spot two full size product and the rest are masks, sample sheets, and mini size products. 
 In fact it is quite alot of brand in this one box and i'm pretty excited to try everything. 

 First up is Purevivi cleansing lotion which is good in removing make up, 
i had been searching one of this thing very very long ago, because all i see was "removes eye and lips make up", it's quite hard to search for those cleansing lotions that can remove your entire face. 
i'm going to review on this shortly~

 a handlot of sample sheets and masks (:
consist of : 
1. Albatross Powder Sun
2. Clinelle EE cream (i didn't know of such thing until now haha)
3. Albatross CC cream

 Next is two silkygirl product
1. lip balm 
2. Blusher 
and i got this too! which i find it quite amusing yet impress that can read me well because i can't eat chocolate and they gave me Strawberry instead haha. 
anyway, i don't think this can show any result just by eating two of this bar anyway~ ( is an unbiased review website)

For more review
do stay tune (:


Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Teori awal tentang masyarakat

1. liberal pluralis
2. tradisi masyarkat massa
3. frankfurt school
4. Radikal optimist/ marxist

1. Tradisi masyarakat massa

  • perkembangan  media dan masyarakat pessimistik
  • perkembangan budaya massa mengancam nilai budaya elit dan proses demokrasi
  • mengubah corak hidup masyarakat
  • menggantikan sistem feudal
  • masyarakat mass:
  • proses urbanisasi
  • populasi bandar yang pesat
  • pembahagian tenaga buruh
  • perkembangan sistem media yang bersifat massa
  • perkembangan budaya massa
  • Mathew Arnold (pasca modernisme)
  • mempunyai kepelbagaian tema
  • kelunturan nilai masyarakat organik
  • perkembangan budaya dan masy massa
  • revolusi industri 
  • perkembangan sistem politik demokras
  • kemunculan medium kom
  • dilihat sebagai ancaman:
  • penglibatan massa dalam proses pentadbiran dan kerajaan
  • ancaman nilai budaya elit
  • kemunculan ekonomi pasaran : masy homogenous
  • kuasa politik diperolehi massa (ancaman proses demokrasi)
  • ancaman masy massa sendiri (indvidu terpisah , boleh dimanupilasi oleh masy elit )
  • implikasi ideologi: sistem sosial pra kapitalis diganti dengan kemunculan kelas bourgeois(elit pemerintah) mengesah demokrasi mereka melalui rasional sitem politik demokrasi
  • implikasi terhadap kajian media:
  • walaupun teori ini kelemahan, but it is influential. diguna sebagai asas falsafah dan kajian awal media
  • Britain: perdebatan dilakukan dalam konteks budaya, budaya tinggi yang telah dicemari oleh budaya massa
  • AS: bersifat empirikal. mengukur secara empirikal. Andaian teori masyarakat massa akan meruntuhkan nilai masy organik. 
  • Mesej media melalui proses saringan: mediated
  • media ialah heterogenous. 
  • mempertahankan masy
  • Shils: keadaan yang kondusif untuk perkembangan sistem demokrasi. 
2. Frankfurt school
  • Max Hokheimer, theodore Adorno
  • Pendekatan FS: kritikal
  • masy tidak bebas
  • dipengaruhi oleh revolusi bolshevik in Russia
  • nazism
  • sistem demokrasi 
  • kestabilan politik di Eropah
  • tumpuan kajian:
  • menekan kepentingan sejarah dlm masy
  • perhubungan masy dengan subjek dengan keadaan sosial yang menentu kewujan mereka
  • keadaan sosial tidak seimbang tidak memberi peluang kepada kesedaran kelas berlaku
  • ideologi penting
  • perkembangan sistem komunikasi masy mempengaruhi individu masy
  • pergantungan kpd komunikasi dan buday massa
  • tidak mempunyai institusi kukuh
  • masy hidup dalam keadaan didominasi
  • individu massa lemah dan passif
  • mudah mangsa kpd kelas dominan
  • kemunculan masy massa dan buday massa becuz perkembangan sistem sosial dan ekonomi kapitalis
3. Liberal Pluralis
  • masyarkat yang bersaing antara satu sama lain
  • persaingan yang terbuka
  • no kumpulan yang berdominan
  • masy diandai seimbang
  • mereka berhak untuk mengambil bahagian dlm
  • proses membuat keputusan politik
  • dan proses ekonomi
  • struktur masy kompleks
  • setiap individu dalm masy bertanggungjawab mengekal keseimbangan dlm masy"check and balance"
  • shils: keadaan yang sesuai untuk perkembangan sistem politik demokrasi
  • asalakan masy pluralis
  • kajian mengenai media untuk mengkaji teori masy massa yang bersifat eurocentric
  • Sistem dimajukan bersifat elitis
  • elit memerintah mendapat mandate dan majority masy
  • proses demokrasi berfungsi (kumpulan menjalankan proses mengawasi tindak tanduk antara satu sama lain_
  • media is not budaya massa ynag negatif
  • memajukan kepelbagaian idea dan pandangan dlm masy 
  • organisasi media mempunyai autonomi
  • bebas drpd kawalan negara
  • bebas parti politik dan kumpulan pendesak
  • media dikawal oleh elit pengurus yang mempunyai autornomi
  • menentukan isi kandungan media
  • tidak wujud keperluan untuk menilai media becuz media massa wujud dalam masy yang pluraslis (memenuhi keperluan semua golongan masy
Radikal optimist
  • masy berkonflik
  • terbahagi mengikut kelas
  • setiapp kelas ingin memajukan idea dan kepentingan masing
  • penggunaan kuasa dalam bentuk dominasi
  • satu golongan mendominasi golongan yang lemah
  • media: pergelutan ideologi
  • media; superstruktur
  • membantu pengekalan status quo dan hegemoni kelas yang dominan
  • penguasaan kaedah pengeluaran bahan masa sama menguasai kaedah pengeluaran mental masy
  • bahan: ekonomi
  • ideologi: cara bagaimana keadaan sosial bersifat menindas diesahkan oleh sistem sosial
  • ideologi: satu proses mengatur dan menstruktur kesedaran palsu mengeana keadaan sosial yang tidak seimbang
  • ideologi: bagaimana idea tentang sistem sosial yang tidak seimbang dipersembahkan kpd masy (pekerja) sebagai satu sistem semula jadi dan tidak perlu dipersoalkan.

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Fighting to forget

it's going to be the end of year now. 
to think that so much had changed in just such short period of time
when the person you once used to know so deeply had eventually become a stranger

I'm sure nobody knows why i did that, nor when no matter what rumors had flooded into their ear, they just analyse things at their own point of view. 
i can't blame them, what i did was wrong or maybe just plain selfish.

but i chose not to hide, in other words, i made a decision to choose and not be greedy. Being greedy will be even sinful. you can't have two, your heart can only affords for one.
and i'm sure there will be still others waiting for me to fall down and laughed and mockingly tell me " i told you so,"

which in fact, i can't help it they had created this thoughts of theirs because what i did was wrong. you know i used to think that way to somebody else who had did the same thing to my friend. I loathed her for a reason. 
When i'm in her shoes, it's a different story. (well maybe in her case, it's another special reason)

But had they dig deeper and ask why is it that i did that. 
They think it's easy, but no, it's not. 
Up until now i'm still reminiscing. 
Up until now it haunts me in my sleep.
like this morning.. i woke up in tears.
just to realize, maybe it was the memories that matters, not the person anymore. 

and i got my answer now, there's no turning back. i need to focus, i need to pull my strings together and look forward instead of keep going back. 
There's someone there in front of me , but i keep looking back. it's not fair . Not fair for both sides.

move on, girl, just move on. 
No matter how many memories that loops around me all the time, 
how many things i try to clear off but can't because there's just too many in 3 years

i chose this
i had to remind myself from time to time, again and again. 
it's my decision.

is waiting for me infront. 
Goodbye, past.


Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Dear Dan

Dear Dan, 

have you ever wondered how our stories can collapse
how we didn't get to build our walls together
how i didn't make up to the promises i once gave

Dear Dan, 
i wish nothing for it to end,
but i changed
people changed
and how hard i tried and fought for it
but feelings tend to overcome

Dear Dan, 
how i thought about us all night
thinking how it is a waste
but thinking back now, it was a blessing
a blessing that you had walked through 3 years with me through thick and thin
a blessing which will be a memory i won't be able to erase

Dear Dan, 
thank you for all these time
the efforts, the time, the money wasted
but i hope you don't feel wasting
because it gave me such valuable memories and lesson
no money can buy

Dear Dan, 
we are back to square one
just a little distance 
because we both love each other once
although it's hard
although it's tough
i'm sure we can make it through step by step
a little by little

Dear Dan, 
growing apart will never be easy
moving on is not even in the dictionary
how hard, how we will struggled

but thank you
thank you for all these time
thank you for making me feel like i had the best boyfriend ever 

it's in the past now
let us heal now


Sunday, October 4, 2015

Start of something new (:

Bet you didn't know where i went the whole freaking 3 months ago. 
To be honest, my passion for blogging has long been gone when i had paid full interest in my online shop, dating my boyfriend and spending time with this particular society called 
The Wanderers. 

(i should be doing my assignment now,but this cannot wait)

I MAY NOT HAVE GOOD GRAMMAR (forgive me mum, after months of not blogging, my English somehow deteriorate) BUT PLEASE DON't BE A GRAMMAR NAZI HERE~
So we were chosen (like Hunger Game?well, except that our acceptance are taken into consideration) into this very group called "bian ge" which is song arranger (google translate?) department where we are responsible to select and arrange all instruments for that chosen song. 

Arrange in terms of what beat will the drum play, what melody or fill in can the piano do , what can the guitar do , and so on, what genre is suitable for this particular song, what other instruments can we add in, do we need to put the chorus first or verse first, and the list goes on and on and on. So we were given each a position to be in charge with , 

at first there were 7 of us, and i was given the piano/keyboard. 
3 people handling the piano, 2 guitarist, 1 bassist and 1 drum. 

in the end i was given an option on whether to take up bass or guitar when 7 of us became 6. 
I was pretty scared to take up Bass since i had never played that foreign thing before. 4 strings? but then why settle for something you already know (piano) or go for something so bloody hard (guitar) seriously i cannot imagine myself doing Led Zeppelin thingy on stage, my knowledge on guitar chords has always been major and minor, not seventh, augmented, diminished, (can you take alook at how short my finger is to go through all these chords) when i can take up something new and pretty much easy to catch up like Bass

so here goes~
i unlocked one of my new year resolution, 
to learn one new music instrument (:

Thursday, July 9, 2015

FRIM-Sekinchan-KL trip (part one)

Our trip started on the 27th-30th July , it was the 2nd time i went on vacation with Dan, this time with his coursemates :D
Seeing that they are all environmentalist, our trip is surrounded with nature which is something extraordinary from what i normally will go. It was an experience worth gaining!

credits to Meithung for this pic (always like the minimalist touch on her instagram feed XP )

Me and Dan took the flight from Alor Star to KLIA in the early wee morning
Wore this comfy outfit there, my lazy pants is actually my mum's ! Haha 

and then we waited for the IRRESPONSIBLE van driver to reach KLIA2
i wish i can disclosed this company name out, their service damn bullshit~
we told him to meet us at 10am and you know how long did we waited there? 1 hr and 30 mins. 
How do you actually do business when you are late for 1 hr and 30mins plus!?
and the best thing is he kept LYING

"2 mins i be there!"
"I'm just around the corner!"
"i U-Turn i reach ady!"

all those crap, and didn't even apologize when he meet us. 
best thing is he took two times of our deposit , wtf!? we just realized that after we drove off =.=  (We manage to claim back half of the deposit but poor Bok's coursemate didnt get hers until now , grrr )
and after sending the van back at the end of the day

that STUPID guy acted like the van has scratches and all that (i already expect he would do that, but then my fault, i didnt video tape or shoot all the van's corner at the beginning to avoid all this stupid accusation he would throw to us later)
i rolled my eyes ~
it's a good thing we didn't ask for discounts for his "punctuality" 
15 of us in the van and all of us knew there was no mishaps while driving the van
This guy is clearly trying to find fault at us, but he didn't count with us because obviously if he dare, there will be 13 angry girls bitching back at him

okay enough of all this misery ~ haha if you guys wish to know which company or scare in the future you will meet this company, do ask me personally through private mediums like FB or email . haha



I just realized FRIM was the place my aunt showed me and Dan the other day about a leisure place where people go to exercise or even picnic ! haha
too bad the canopy walk was under maintenance that day 
we had a really great time on the bikes ~
do watch out for the hills because cycling can be such a bore on that hahahah
but there was this one long stretch of slope where i practically slide down with the bike like a boss
damn, that feel and taste of freedom when the wind hit my face~ hahaha

Bicycle rental ranges from Rm8-Rm10
Last cycling hour : 7pm 

thanks Ying Juin for the pic :DD

another attraction is the waterfall~ (Dan's favorite)
but because i was taught since small never to go into a waterfall and heard many scary stories like you may get disease from Rats' urine through the water that seep into your wounds or cuts of your body (urgh~)
so i didn't do much there, obviously i wish i can adjust my mindset abit but  i just managed to touch the water with my bare hands~ haha
everyone was dipping their feets into the water and playing around :D

We proceed to Sekinchan in another 1 hr 30 mins journey there
total hour spent from KLIA to KL Sentral to Kepong and to Sekinchan was around 4 hrs
wooo our butts~


We may not make the right choice for the transport but we did the RIGHT choice for the homestay!
plus it's really very near to Sekinchan town area (it's already IN the town area =.= lol)

Following pictures does not own by me but

The outside of our homestay, look small but cosy :D
our 15 seater van can even fit inside! haha

the living room :D the sofa can incline forming a bed for two people to sleep :D

The girls are like snatching to sleep in this room! haha it's so cosy!! seriously very cosy and the dim light at night is more romantic than some candlelight dinner at some exp restaurants. 

the cosy kitchen :D
it does feel like home here ;)

the toilet,
there are two toilets in this house, i admit it is abit small 

the master bedroom 
five of us sleep in here haha

The dining area~

third bedroom , not many people can fit into this :3 i think max only 4 people

Outside (:

This is IVY Homestay 
and the uncle was VERRRRY PUNCTUAL to meet us to give us the key~



We went to this Paddy Gallery . At first i thought it will be another paddy musuem just like in Alor Star, but this was not! haha they even make us sit through a talk on how the paddy is harvested every year. 
Plus it's also commercialized, as soon as the talk is over people just rush down and go buy their own manufactured rice and some other rice products like soap and crackers. 
but they do have some little exhibition before you actually head over to spent your money 

Cute !! snapseed makes wonder! i like this pic very much hehe

credits to Khe Sin for all the pics, 

Entrance Fee for this gallery is rm5 each (they will give you a free mini rice bag)


I wish i had more photos on this but apparently, there's nothing much to see here? haha it's highly commercialized here =.=
taking photos with antique cars required a fee around rm8 
although there is one particular sweet shop that attracted me because they sold childhood sweets that cannot be found outside anymore. 
one of us bought a bubble blower thingy (the gum thingy?) 

Outside was scorching hot! haha and they have hay there too . 

and ahma house had a very nice ootd wall too haha 

This place is just on the way to Paddy Gallery so yes, you might as well just drop by and see what you can do over here although i find it quite similar to the place back at my grandma place around Kaki Bukit, Perlis. 

(part two will be up soon)