infront of the mirror

applying mascara~

i try to go trough many shots to make my photo look creative, so i did this mirror shot which looks kind of epic.

normally in magazine, they blur your original body and sharpen your reflected image .

and here's a post question

Why do women open their mouths whenever they apply mascara?

applying lipstick~ wet and wild pinkish lipstick~

i didn't realize my hair is that long already.

i really should do something to it, my last hair cut was like 7 months ago.

this is terrible! i wanted to get my fringe cut, but just yesterday my sister said i look fugly with bangs..

really? i think i look younger with bangs, but oh well, i think i just leave it be for the moment.

butterflies in my hair~

side potrait of a young malaysian~

let's talk about my daily life now.

today was the worst day ever!

not only i was left alone in the house for the whole morning, i was late for my photoshoot! seriously late!!!

and my parents keep bugging me to get back home by 4pm

i know what they are thinking, they probably think i'm taking the chances to go wild myself 

they always think i did something really wrong.

i'm gonna be 19 next year!

19~!!! that's like such an old age!!!

i'm not a little girl anymore..

i didn't eat for 18 damn hours!! 

yar, 18 hours~ i was too nervous to eat breakfast in the morning, so i skipped it, how on earth would i know that the photoshoot will take us till 4 in the afternoon, so there! i starve myself from last night till that afternoon.

wee~~ i feel stick thin.

seriously! i was happy but when i got back home and weigh myself, my weight increased 1 pound.

*pau face*

i don't understand at all!

and i thought there will be food at home when i got back, but it turns out that i have to cook my own meal.

i fried rice the first time in my whole entire 18years of life!

i feel like a boss

XD

xoxo

Ann