miracle

it was then, i finally and officially have a bf. no kidding, my parent said that i'm 19 already so it's okay to have one. and no kidding, its really awkward next time whenever i wanted to go out. they probably be thinking of me going out with him, which then, i resulted in not going out at all this whole week and wouldn't plan to for the next week again!

but then i'm glad i wouldn't be going behind anyone's back anymore!

at least i won't feel afraid or paranoid 

but it's a relief! 

i'm glad they accepted it, and  most probably because he doesn't seem like a bad guy. 

haha..

but still, it's not really encouraging by the sound of it, i have exams to battle with, those exams that determind which university i am going! which is really really important. 

of course i won't loose my focus, just so that they know i manage to proof i get good grades even though i have divided my time and heart for him and stpm. 

3.75 and if i get my sem 2 result any lower than that, i bet they be blaming it on love. 

so i'm crossing my fingers that my sem 2 result turn out well too! even though i have no hope in my business studies (seeing that it was so tough)

 our footprints~

i have spend a lot of time with him, days, time, he did LOADS of things for me too, till to my account, i think he did practically EVERYTHING for me. i just need to ask, he did it all for me. 

and now, after two weeks, we will be crossing our 365 days together. 

time passes fast, i can still remember the walk down the stairs where he question me when will i answer him? where he took the umbrella casually and shade me to the car .

that he had been waiting, and i have finally comfirm my feelings for him too. 

and all these while we were best friend all the while. from 16 i know him as a friend till i'm 18 where he became my best guy friend. and from there, it was him. 

i hope it will last~

even though mummy is telling me to try my luck on NUS conservatory of music at Singapore.

the 300 loves i fold for him during valentine's day. 300 for our 300days~

                      

a heart from him~ each heart is a countdown timer for our anniversary~

xoxo

Ann

dear cousin~ if u ever read this.shh! it's best to keep it low profile until i pass my exam okay? 

thanks!