Ann Tan: The Monolid girl: March 2010

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Original songs

I have no idea what genre am i..

I made songs that come in all sorts of colours..

yes, folks are the easiest to put in..

DANCE are super hard since all my instruments are all accoustic..

i wrote my first serious song when i was 12

yes..that was the first time i pick up the guitar and taught myself despite the fact that it SUCKS ..

here's a list of my SONGS (don't bother listening to it..it could spoil your mood..oh FF, i lost my songbook too..how sad ) :)

Live on (first song)
Stare at you(i edited it...)
Flames ( i love this, coz it's dark)
Forbiden love
Forbiden, Restricted (Uploaded it in YOUTUBE)
Sad Song (it's not a sad melody..it's FOLK genre..)
Hear your voice (another dark song)
is it over (very noisy)
waiting for you (2nd song at 2006)
You walk alone
Suicide (yes, for GORE fans?)
Scent
Pathway
You're just a friend
Changing you
You don't belong
Shy (a story of two shy lovers)
Open our mind (for Earth)
Don't run
Drew your face (first country song?)
By the window

CONCERT

OMG!! i haven't been updating my blog since last two weeks;....CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT???

ok...i was busy..with EXAM which i then predict it could be HORRIBLE then the first one..

WHICH FFF SCHOOL DO TWO EXAMS IN TWO MONTHS????

Okay..so what happen to me last week? hrm..oh yeah..that CONCERT which i DO NOT wish to UPLOAD it..because i listen to the sound and it wasn't good..

the orange tie is our COncert MASter.(mistress?) , the guy with the flower plays the saxaphone(Awesome).

The whole group..pluss PESSBAND percussionist infront..

This guy, here owns a 10,oo0 (RM) violin..there's wood craft on his violin...

ENVY ENVY..

The guy surrounding the STAR of the night..Charis...

Anyway..all good things comes to an end.

RIGHT NOW IM FFF worying of my RESULT..

it ain't easy..

xoxo

Ann

Friday, March 19, 2010

2012

Can't wait to grow up

When i'm going to be 18, i'll be the first one who jump into any shopping centre around Malaysia..YEAH..

Think about it..right now i don't own any cellphone (yes, you didnt read wrongly) me, at the verge age of 16, didn't have a CELLPHONE..

I did atcually, but then i was too naughty (yes, indiscipline)

and this is what i get in return..not allow to use my cellphone till i proof to my folks that i'm good enough to keep myself from all those BAD INDULGING stuff..

People would wonder how did i survive at home...at the beggining, i was also ban from using the internet, can't hang out with any friends and so on..can you imagine how i manage to live trough the day?? haha..that's why i realize how to appreciate things around me..especially great friends..i learn how to realize things that i didn't seem to notice at all..

No, i can't survive it during my early grounding days....i use to sleep trough my tears, always feel jealous at heart whenever friends start talking about their phones and websites..i miss those short text messages, the in built oh-so-ever-easy camera...WHY OH WHY??

when will this end huh?

i'm now feeling like i'm such a retarded child without technology..anybody in hand of stonage??

So what keeps me company when i'm at home?

MUSIC duh..magazines duh..novels duh...

constant studying could help too..

but it will never be fun..trust me....

As i see other bloggers, other youtubers that are at fame..

BLOW, how i wish i'm old enough to do what i want..

So here is my plan for the distant future when i step out of the cage

I will take as many pictures as i can..i especially like to model out clothes *blush*
I will write more style issue in blog
I will shop online without fail (like my sister)
I will go out with my cliques and roam around great roads of shopping spree
I will own the latest cellphone on set
I will buy music programs to store inside my OWN laptop and arrange my own music
I will tweet and sign up on facebook! (yes, i'm not allow on that *groan*)
I will give myself a full 360 degrees transformation till i will not be who i am for the past imbecile teenage years..
I will get myself every peice of essential stuff on my list
i will look out for audio production/engineering colleges for my future career

By writing this..i feel sooo much better now..

Yes, i am very weird..my friends will shook their heads when they ask how do i survive at home without growing mental? i just reply with a shrug as i'm soo tired of telling them my answer which i repeated soo many times to others..

Generation these days, they can't part with their phone..right now, i'm living really fine..without phones, communication from the outside world, i still live happily at home staring at my own music..

HAPPY AND DELIGHT that i am UNIQUE...SPECIAL...

that phone didnt tempt me anymore..

Dude: hey lil chic, check m'ghetto phone

Ann: Ain't seein' ...Ain't wan'it..

NOTE TO SELF: APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE.

HAPPINESS IS NOT HAVING WHAT YOU WANT

IS ENJOYING WHAT YOU HAVE..

xoxo

ANN

btw...i STILL CAN"T WAIT TO GROW UP...

Concert preparation

CAN'T WAIT..BIG CONCERT TOMORROW!!!

Not big atcually, it's minor compare to the one i once joined..

But this is aweSOMELY hugE..working together with Charis Chua a great jazz singer and the PESSBAND!!!!!! MAJOR!! MAJOR!!

If you seriously had no idea what the heck is PESSBAND..please watch

Awesome huh?? It is such an honour playing together with the PESSBAND and Charis..XD

thanks to my dear violin teacher who looks like JOHNNY DEPP..he went out to collabrate with them..( :

With Kedah Youth Symphony(Me as violin 1), Charis Chua and Penang PESSBAND..

For more information

i will post it up next time XD

I will try to video myself and post it up during concert night!

embed with my youtube account..

wish me luck XD

xoxo

Ann

Collection

I collect lots of things during my early days..and right now i'm collecting this local magazine name GALAXIE..ever heard of that?

You should have seen how many Galaxie i have for the past two years..sadly, some of the old issue had been sold to the OLD NEWSPAPER VENDER..grrr..but i was force to, since i always cut pages after pages of hot images and paste it in my book..the magazine turn out to have lots of torn pages inside

These are all the latest issues.I totaly support local, and for magazines, this magazine is hard to resist..the images, the colours inside...amazing..it just give you WOW factor each time new issue come out..CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT ISSUE!!! XD

TEN REASON YOU SHOULD PICK THIS AWESOME MAGAZINE

The magazine page quality is HIGH quality..
the pictures inside could blow your mind out
AWESOME POSTERS
provide SONG LYRICS, no need to waste your time searching it trough the internet
GREAT REVIEWS of latest music and movies
SNAPSHOTS of hot images..
PROVIDE not only WESTERN's NEws but local, east side and ASIA's too!
CONTEST that are SOOOO DAMN EASY to win, GREAT PRIZES!!!
ATTRACTIVE COVER that say "BUY ME OR YOU"LL REGRET"
REASONABLE PRICE ..RM5 (IF YOU SUBSCRIBE TO IT, IT"LL BE CHEAPER AND YOU GET LOTS OF FREE ISSUE)

As i say, support the local, ok???? EVEN if it's a local magazine, i think it is as good as the international's...

As i say..buy it or you'll regret..

xoxo

Ann

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

SISTER

"Ann, you look like shit."

My sister always said that each time she had nothing better to say..

normally i would just shut up and imagine her as a pot calling the kettle black

(Which is hard to imagine, since she was born with a mouth that will never stop speaking)

*SUPER OLD PHOTO*\

NOTE TO SISTER:SORRY FOR COPYING THIS STORY

PLEASE READ AHEAD

Girl, planning to take a bath during halloween night

Uh oh...looks like someone is up to mischief..

OMG!!! caught in the act...!!!but the guy didnt spare her life after all..look what happen next

as it turn out..his knife stabbed trough the girl's skull and she was still caught smilling at the hidden camera..

*I can't stop laughing as i look trough my sister's blog!!! IT"S SOOO HILARIOUS...SORRY FOR COPYING YOUR PICTURE..HAHA*

As you can see, my sister had a wicked sense of humour, her sarcastic way of viewing life will not bored me for the rest of my life*

Here is some dish to threw at her..ha

My sister is shorter then me by 5 cm...(DON"T DENY THAT)
i try so hard to picture her mouth tape by me, but in the end she could talk with her mouth shut too!! how wonderful..
She wear my new clothes while i wear her hand me downs..*Talk about injustice*
She had this really really best friend who is ONE head taller then her..THEY ARE SOOOO DISTINCT ..OMG LOOK!!!!

I CANT stop laughing when i saw this picture...

My sister would wail and whine all day as she had nothing better else to do..seriously, being at home alone with her could be fun as she just sat sloppily on the couch and critisize how i look..

"Ann, why your face look like shit?"

yes, every sentence to me comes with a "SHIT" and i have a good mind to sent her a toilet bowl for her on coming birthday..

Whenever she wants this, i do THIS for her..whenever she wants that, i do THAT for her..

Oh wait, why am i talking like SHE was my little sister?

SHE is 7 yrs older then me!!

haha..but that was her con side..

she's atcually a very interesting person who is loud at voice (You should have see how mini she is) noisier then the washing machine and crack jokes that sound very hurting...

(AAH, YOU JUST STAB ME, SIS!)

even though we are 7 yrs apart (yes, there is no more siblings in between apart from my bro who is 8 yrs older then me)..we do tend to act like we're almost the same age..

SHe will always be my sister

YOUNG AT HEART

LOVE YOU BABE..

xoxo

ANN

Something you don't know about me...

"Whenever i talk to you, it's like i'm talking to a wood!"

Surprise, surprise...

DO I LOOK LIKE A WOOD TO YOU?

just unless wood existed in a form of human..

I do tend to look like a wood..(Yes, i admit that) but you just don't know what is going on in my mind..maybe i'm cursing you, swearing,voo doo-ing or just stare dead to the world..who knows?

Ha, i am not what i look like..don't underestimate me..

Even though i tend to look stupid and gullible..

Who knows what i'm thinking inside? i may be even picturing you having your head slice off or something..mwahahaha..

So, do not say i look or act like a wood to you..

COZ, in my thoughts, a wood doesnt exist inside ..

Anyway, why am i talking about wood here?

XD, why the sour faces, people?

EMO IS SOOOO OVER..

okay, so what dyou guys derno about me?

I am en egg lover..YES, I LOVE EATING EGGS SOOO much that i don't eat anything but eggs...If i had a food chart, everything from top to bottom is egg egg egg...

*I don't eat meat unless it's fast food...You will not caught me eating chicken, pork, beef, mutton, not even FISH...i survive on eggs..XD*

And then i have an affection for guys who had small appealing eyes..(I HAVE NO IDEA) I think guys with small eyes are seductive looking while girls with huge housefly eyes are damn beautiful..

Ed a.k.a. CHUCK BASS is one clear example..HOT HOT HOT

And i am over obsessive over studded things...studded bags, studded totes, studded skirts, studded dress, maybe i should pierce a stud on my tongue..*cheers*

alas, classic piece on the hemline..studded high waist skirt..

ROCK ON...

What else huh?

i really have no idea anymore..but just to say a few words..

I AM NOT A WOOD..

i may be a wood from the outside

but god knows what i'm thinking..

I'm not dead..not a wall, nor a refridgerator to keep vegetables..

I do have thoughts and whenever you see me slipping back into WOOD LAND..please wake me up by calling me 'Woody Woodpecker"

I will be glad enough to reward you with a woody laugh

*HAHAHAHA, not funny....*

xoxo

Ann

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Style issue 2

I derno why i kept swearing these days...But i always write FFFF instead of the atcual words.. Normal days .,..PEOPLE KEPT FFFFFFAnnoyed me..Is there any toilet seats for sale? i would like to paste their picture on it while i sit happily on their smirking face..

I'm here to talk about why i used to love emo and now i have outgrown it..

WHY EMO GUYS???

there are life out there, y'know?

yeah, i admit i couldnt resist looking at how they potray themselves ..it seems sooo addictive looking back at the pictures..

but when you grow up, would you want your hair to be like this????

Well, just unless you wanna look like someone had just prick you with pins..

here's a replica of the female version

It wasn't that bad for her, but heck, it looks like somebody paste their pillow on her head..

But sooner or later, you will outgrown it..you don't see Grandma Emo strolling along the road right? Just unless Grandma and Grandpa are one cool ghetto ..trying to please their one cool grandchild..

Hey, dyou know what i like best? DRESSES...haha..minidresses..i don't want dresses that went over my knees and make me feel like somebody had just chop my legs off..

DON"T look at the model..look at the dress..typical 20 year old would wear that and i can't believe i find it attractive..

*HUNGRY HUNGRY*

OH MY OH MY...I GOD LOVE THIS ~~FFFFF~~ DRESSS..IT'S GOING TO BE OUTDATED SOON..TRUST ME..GIVE IT THE MOST HALF A YEAR? REFRESHING??

HA..

*Hungry Hungry*

Essential stuff that you MUST have

a black skinny
a tote bag
leather jacket (fake are also qualified)
cute pumps
A high waist dress (where you wore with waistbelt)
Denim mini (either skirts or shorts)
A cashmere sweater
A sundress

Haha...even i don't have all those in my wardrobe...

Somebody please throw me out to shopping zone...i haven't been shopping since last three weeks!!!

*Hungry Hungry*

xoxo

Ann

Friday, March 12, 2010

Bloody night...

Just as i was having a great night, writing my new entry, listening to my stupid video, the electricity snap broke and my heart just dropped..

ARGH, just as i wanted to post what i've wrote, the electricty cut off and there was no draft..

BLOODY FFFF

Then, i heard my mum shrieking off in the room. Me and my dad went in to see what happen..

Turn out, it wasn't only my mum shrieking her head off, i could hear my sister's high pitch voice sobbing hysterically on the phone..

"I'm scared...I'm scared..."She kept repeating on the phone to my mum..

"Got bleeding? Is there any bleeding??" my mum asked, almost break down.

The first thought that come to my mind is that my sis find out that she was sick, caught with some disease..mad cow perhaps?

Then the phone was passed to my dad, because my mum couldnt absorbed the shock...

Then i later on dished out that she was caught in an accident..SHE HAD AN ACCIDENT IN UK AND SHE CALLED ALL THE WAY BACK TO ASK FOR HELP???

what can we possibly do? take a ten hour flight to save her?

Then a passer by talk to my dad, she was still lying on the road, waiting for god damn help...WHERE THE HELL IS HER BOYFRIEND??? HAVE ANYONE CALLED THE AMBULANCE????

oh..i get it..he wasnt with her...

And she was knocked down by a bloody idiot car who couldnt differenciate the traffic light colour...She atcually bounce like a ball on that idiot's car..

and it was such a miracle she suffer only a twisted toe?erm..i wasnt so sure..

STUPID FFFF

Thank god my sister revovles around with a lot of friends..GREAT FRIENDS that care soo much to phone back to my parents to inform what the bloody hell had happen to my poor sister..

WHY OH WHY THIS THING HAPPEN WHEN TAMAN GOLF (My housing estate) HAS NO ELECTRICITY????

HOW ON EARTH ARE WE GOING TO SAVE HER FROM ENGLAND???

she turned out to have a broken toe? erm, sorta like twist her whole toe? i derno about clear information..

but she atcually had time to post it up in her blog within 24 hours of her accident?wow...just not 24hrs ago, she was crying her eyes out and now she can joked about the women , being the ambulance driver, the hot macho guy as the nurse???

for more information for my sister's distraught...

wish my sister...GET WELL SOON!!!!

http://www.ernytan.blogspot.com/

HATE

I swear to god i only hate those i know...

but i can still qualified to dislike some ppl i dont know

People, recently the shocking news that shook Singapore and Malaysia had also shook my stupid hard head..

JACK NEO YOU BLOODY IDIOT!!!

Poor Irene..Poor Neo's children..

HOW COULD YOU???!!!

Okay, if some of you out there don't know who the hell is that guy, here's some brief introduction..

He is Singapore's most famous director who are well known for directing I Not Stupid 1 and 2, Money not ENough 1 and 2, Love Matters, Homerun and much much more which i find highly amusing to watch

I always think that he had such great quality in him that brought Singapore's film industry a boost..but sadly, his tail seem to appear later on..

HE HAD EXTRAMARITIAL AFFAIR WITH A MODEL AND THREE OTHER ARTISTE..

and they had been sleeping with him just to get their roles in his movie..

"SUCH AN EXAMPLE TO YOUNGER GENERATION THESE DAY..."

ASIA's TIGER WOODs??

NAH, at least the girls Tiger Woods slept with doesnt want anything in return..and Tiger doesnt bait them or harrassed them..

ERGH..OLD MAN, you gotta wake up!! YOU HAD A WIFE WITH THREE KIDS...

NOW everytime i watch the TELE, i would think, does this actress had an affair with the director just to get her role?

SEE HOW YOU CONTAMINATE MY MIND????

ERGH, pur-lease, how old are you? 50?

YOU HAD SUCH A GOOD WIFE WHO WILLING TO FORGIVE YOU

BE THANKFUL AND GRATEFUL

AND DON"T REPEAT WHAT YOU DID..

*No offence, but i'm just writing at my own will..you guys won't sue me right???*

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Different Emoticonz

Jz playing with the webcam

Normal me...

Then i saw something AWESOME

Then i calm down a bit after knowing that she's not THAT awesome

And then i stop myself from giggling alone...

Then something disgusting pop out from my screen...

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I invited Sulky-Boo ...

and then this fella got jealous ..he wanted a picture too..

this guy didnt feel jealous but his partner wanted him to snap too..

SONGS I PLAYED

THIS IS A LIST OF SONGS THAT I KNOW HOW TO PLAY

EITHER ON THE PIANO, VIOLIN OR GUITAR

BY EAR

ORIGINALLY MY WORK

BY LISTENING...

Blah blah blah- Kesha
Ignorance- Paramore
Crawl- Chris Brown
Alice- Avril Lagvine
The Art of Love- Guy Sebastian ft Jordin Sparks
SexyChick- David Guetta
Bad Romance- Lady Gaga
Whataya want from me- Adam Lambert
All the right moves- One Republic
Speechless- Lady Gaga
Monster- Lady Gaga
Paparazzi- LAdy Gaga (Hardest to play on the guitar)
Lovegame- Lady Gaga
No way- Lady Gaga
Russian Roulette- Rihanna
I see you - Leona Lewis
The only exception- Paramore
Deocde- Paramore
Fireflies- Owl City
Two is better then one- Boys like Girls
Baby- Justin Bieber
New Divide- Linkim Park
21 Guns- Green day
Lovedrunk- Boys like Girls
Already Gone- Kelly Clarkson
Be with you- Akon
Replay- Iyaz
Broken Strings- James Morrison and Nelly Furtado
(Half) Imma be- BEP
3- Britney Spears
I wanted you- Ina
Call it off- Tegan and Sara
Walking with the ghost- Tegan and Sara
Mama do- Pixie Lott
Hey soul sister- Train
Never say Never- The Fray
Bulletproof- La Roux (Slow sentimental)
Sweet Dreams- Beyonce
Telephone- Lady gaga ft Beyonce
According to you- Orianthi
Through my window- Bunkface
Catch me - Demi Lovato
Today was a fairytale- Taylor Swift
Fifteen- Taylor Swift
No boundaries- Kris Allen
Gives you hell- AAR
I wanna-AAR
Mad- Ne-yo
Halo- Beyonce
My life would suck without you- Kelly Clarkson
Kiss the rain- Yiruma
You belong with me- Taylor Swift
The Scientist-Coldplay

Friday, March 5, 2010

STYLE o...

WHAT IS YOU LATEST FASHION OBSESSION?

LACE? YUp! IT'S THE LATEST TREND FOR 2010..(IN MALAYSIA)

but you know what..? i always had a thing for leather jackets..

PEOPLE WILL NOT LIVE IF THEY DIDNT OWN ONE!!!!

RANDOM PICHAZ

TOPSHOP WORK OF AN ART...I LOVE PUMP HEELS..

Oh, and then there's picture of me with CURLY hair..(Temporary..)

okay, this looks like i have no eyebrow at all...ERGH!!! which is untrue anyway.i have eyebrows as thick as my mother's carpet....god made us what we are, so PEOPLE!!! STOP COMPLAINING THAT YOU ARE IMPERFECT!!! WHo's perfect anyway? your dog?

LEt's check out TAYLOR MOMSEN who is a year older then i am..

SHE IS a PUNK princess who mixes up with glam rock..

I love how she dress (EXCLUDE HER ATTITUDE PLEASE..SHE DISGRACE TEENAGERS)

With studded tote bag, stripes sandal, black vest, a slim necktie, plain white singlet and shades..She knows how to put casual without being called OVER THE TOP..

Taylor MOMsen is well known for her role in GOssip Girl..the SOOOO wanabe inside the crowd..Can you believe it? a girl at her age dresses like she's Britney and SMOKE??? just hope she didnt shave her hair bald next...or maybe kill her dog to eat?

TaYlor Momsen with leather jacket (OOOH MY FAVOURITE) white low cut singlet, black skinnies and leather boots, AWESOME PIECE OF WORK!!!

I envy her SOOOO much..She's barely 17 and she had such great legs to die for..WHO WANT A PIECE OF TAYLOR's LEG?

STyle guys? glam rock? to teenagers out there, DRESS LIKE YOU"RE AGE!!!!

even though i love dresses, i wouldnt pick my nanny rompers and walk the whole streeet..

LAST WORDS: Shorts are for 13-14 yrs old..

Dresses and pinafores are for 15-16 yrs old

Full dresses and skirts are for 17-18 yrs old..

any complains?

i do have human rights..

xoxo

ANN

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Hearts...XOXO

GOSSIP GIRL???

you know you love me

from left: Blake lively acting as Serena Van der Woodsen,

Ed Westwick (my hunk) acting as Charles a.k.a Chuck Bass

Leighton Meester( i think i spell wrongly) acting as Blair Waldorf

Chace Crawford acting as Nathaniel ( derno who)

WARNING: AGE NOT SUITABLE FOR UNDER 16..

I LOVE ED WESTWICK!!!

(but i wouldnt want to see him shirtless.he got a huge pot belly)

HE'S HOT HE'S HOT HE'S HOT..( CAN I SAY THAT AGAIN???)

HE'S HOT!!!!!

THIS LOOK SOOO ~~NOT~~ HIM..BUT IT'S HIM..

He doesnt had a great body..but his looks can kill a female bird flying by...

Acting as mean boy in Gossip Girl..the cassanova that womanize...

SO WHAT DYOU THINK OF THIS HUNK?

i am willing to stick pictures of him everywhere even if it is on my toilet seats..

xoxo

Ann

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