Why Worry?

It's been ages. 
Yes, 
Ages since i write something down here but still, i do not want to delete this precious blog of mine. 
It's a hectic week, the week where you have to shoot your final year project video, do finish your thesis and also hand in your seminar papers by end of the week. 
and i manage to do it while also handling my shop which apparently is moving at such crazy speed, my mind starts to blur in terms of multitasking. 
I'm pretty good at multitasking, this is how i manage my stuff pretty well.
but this week is C-R-A-Z-Y

and i survived!

I want to talk about internship, seeing that this little thing can be such a huge ass worry maker for me. 
Firstly, i get so worried at choosing the right company for me. 
Secondly, i get so worried when my friends got calls and they were selected already, whereas i got no news. 
but yesssshh i got a call to go interview this Tuesday, and i'm excited till the max. Excited, yet, still worry a lot. 

i've been thinking all day and night ever since their first phone call, worrying what if i did not do my best during the interview session, worrying that my mandarin sucks, worrying that i am not good for them, worrying that they can see i'm pretty self conscious about myself all the time. And i know i worry because i WANT this. 

just like how i worry my customers do not like the clothes, and every feedback messages they sent me, my heart keep beating and praying that it will be a good feedback. 

i realise i worry, because i CARE. 


It's going to be a short post,
Please pray for me

XOXO
ANN