List to do again

Yes, i wish i have time for a selfie, but nah, here's and old pic to make you roll your eyes back and say "i seen that before"

so instead of taking the time to plan on my assignments and all that, i choose to write my blog instead
like ._. shouldn't i use this time to do something more proactive. 
Okay, well, i need to remind myself and plan things well again because there is JUST TOO MUCH STUFF in my brain that needs to be sorted
so here goes, 


the list, where it will make my coursemates HATE me WAHAHAHAH

Formal list to do ~

• PREPARE persuasive speech for this coming MONDAY English class. 
• PREPARE scrapbook for JAPANESE (in my case, i need to find info within these few days, bookmarked all the sites i find interesting, start to plan my layout of the paper)
• INTERVIEW profile Keusahawanan (you know you are doom when you cannot go back home for three weeks and you have to find another person to interview here at PENANG, god please help me)
• WUS expo (like i don't bother, okay skip this pls) prepare Presentation for this (well let's just forget this at the moment)
• FIND A MOVIE to review for visual communication. (in my case i rather choose advertisement, hehe cuz it's short )
• Rancangan Perniagaan (thanks to Dan's roommate, i hope i can alter it well :D)
• DRAFT and idea, using FOOD as object and having it to link to society. =..=(i roughly had an idea of it, but i don't know how to actually produce it)
• LISTENING TEST for Japanese is coming soon (please study)
• Star TYPING for my interview with Michael Uglyman for my World Music's coursework. (i am sooo glad i got this interview done in advance! really am grateful for him to spend his time talking to me about his music background)

so far there are 9 to do things, i am sooooooooooo exhausted. 

well let me take you back to two weeks ago

i had been going to and fro up and down from hostel to practically everywhere

Yet, okay i don't really hate it because it has something to do with what i like

M-U-S-I-C

okay, but it can really be exhausted! i am so glad Akustika CG was over now and i can get bck on track again(not really there, stil trying to convince myself i am back on track)

goodness my eyes are closing now, Ann , you have to finish writing this!

*stick matchsticks on my eyelids*

no informal list this time, sorry but i am playing too many roles for these whole month

plays the guitar (which people thought i am a guitarist,which i do not call myself one, seeing that i play badly and do not progress at all. it is just like a person who has a DSLR and you called them a professional photographer. Nah, it doesn't work that way. Just because i just bought a new guitar, i am not a guitarist)

Plays the piano (ain't complaining, hehe but i am glad my role for this was over last wednesday)

Plays the violin (for next week composing competition)

Plays the seller (started my online shop, because i am BROKE. yes this time i am doing it for the sake of money. gotten myself into a big problem when my hostel stop receiving parcels from post office, so yea, it is a HUGE problem after all, i do not like to delay my customer goods, zz and i can't go back for two weeks omygawwwwd, i really hope my sister can help me out now)

and i wish my goods will be like this again, closing it twice (1 month) for one whole year is not really a good thing haha, it really makes your customer forgets about you . 

Plays the girlfriend (hahahaha =..=) no, seriously, even though i am hell lot busy this semester, i still want to meet him. and okay lah, healthy relationship mean a meaningful conversation. i still need to go pak tor (dating) wan okay? hahahaha

Plays the psychotic driver i find that driving is pretty exhausting now =.= seriously, i am sick of driving. everyday find parking, see petrol level, test my driving skills, turn here turn there. 

Plays the student my life is a bore.

Not to mention, i am so busy, i forgot my towel, forgot to bring formal wear, forgot to bring this, forgot to bring that. i think i also forgot to bring my brain (well, maybe half a brain seeing that i can still process and type this thing out)

Here's a bee in a sock to add 10 more years of your life (:

live

like

a 

free

bee

xoxo

Ann

whole lot of truckload

I am here
again pondering with strings of midnight thoughts 
this semester i'm thrown in with 10 subjects (still waiting for one of the subject timetable so that i can choose which to drop)
because 10 is enough to kill,
yeah you can take 10 or 12 or even 16 subjects for SPM and here i am saying 10 subjects can kill
well try taking it together with assignments (some can even be weekly assignments!) and you try to juggle your time and see!

still rendering,
do ignore

okay, here's a string of TO-DO list so that i can ease my mind
my mind seem to be jammed out , the only thoughts floating around it is "YOU HAVE A LOT OF THINGS TO DO"

so i decided to just list it out to be sure i am thinking straight

FORMAL(this week)

• Draft for Hubungan Etnik (seeing that i do have foreign readers too, Hubungan etnik is Ethnic Relationships) this is 20% group work, Do find reference books, jot down what you know of Indian Culture in marriage 
• Memorize the god damn Hiragana thing. =.= i admit i HATE language, i am NEVER good in language subjects. I just take up Japanese to fulfill my units and if i ever had a chance i will drop it. Trust me, i will. 
• read on Media Conglomerate (no idea whats that but i have presentation on that VERY soon)
• BLOODY DO your print media and electronic media two piece A3 papers with beautiful art work of mind mapping thingy like a boss! you have less than 20 days to finish that up, you are doing it alone, you are SCREWED.
• Prepare English presentation , persuasive speech, i think i'll be talking about plastic surgery by promoting it . (no copy copy this topic frm me nah! wahaha)
• start printing borang soal selidik for Core of Entrepreneurship. Start finding for businessman with at least a diploma holder. START IT NOW! go! get your butt off the seat and go find some human being with a cert!
• read on Rancangan perniagaan (no idea where to start for this)
• start to think of ideas for Visual Communication. what can food do with society =.= 
• start to think of which famous art figure to interview (i am HAPPY i get to go WORLD MUSIC FESTIVAL as one of my project work! happy girl)

9 things to do this week. (: good luck ! You know when assignments start to pile up, you have no time to study for your midterm of final at all. Last minute cramping may resort in laziness to care about it anymore, which is..not good at all

too many stuffs ..zz
okay okay that's only the FORMAL list of to-do 
here's an informal one about my hobbies, my vanity to keep myself looking gorgeous *flips hair* (jokin, dont throw eggs at me unless they are cooked) 

involves alot of money T_T all my hard earn money frm last year will be gone now

• buy a guitar with a build in tuner =.= i've been wanting that since last year till now. Don't tell me i have two guitars at home! those aren't even acoustic, they are classical and both in a really really bad shape judging that it has been passed down by my family members. 
• buy capo (yay, no more hard chords, okay i'm lazy, don't look at me lydat)
• go Empro
• get a milkshake from milkshake factory (LOL, is that even essential? wahahaha to me i've been craving for that since like forever!)

okay, not as many as the previous list. I need to go the ONLY place that offers all these four things = Gurney

Now MyTeksi is having promo, only rm5 for a ride to Gurney, like holy macaroni do u know if u use other cabs, they charge about rm20 to get to Gurney 

btw i need to do the informal list as soon as possible, i need the guitar badly

reaaaaallly badddly (can you hear the level of desperation in that tone? no?)

but Dan is NEVER free to go Gurney, (talk about the journey, his schedule, i can't even get my freaking Pizza from Tekun Hostel for two weeeks already)

so i'm going to do it solo! i will be independent! (still convincing myself that i am , but i am of course not) *cries in one corner*  

So let's end this BORING *yawn* post and here's my facebook profile picture of the week. 

goodnight (: it's 1 am, i'm glad i cleared off half of what i'm thinking over here in this blog

shit, i'm still craving for a milkshake

Xoxo

Ann

My Valentine's Day trip

Hi, how y'all doing? hehe

how did you all celebrate Valentine's Day? i know it's been a long ago story but i think i HAVE (let me emphasize the word) to blog about it to keep the memories fresh

(all my old post had a bug so all my old pics are gone ...cryyyy)

Well, this is our Me and Dan, my boyfie for what seems to be forever. haha

at first everything was well plan, we decided to go down to KL with my sister so that she can meet up with her husband too . 

we had already booked the flight ticket but then Dan told me he couldnt make it 

T_______________________T

welll, he try to make it happen in the end and arrive just in time for the dinner

(well, better than he didnt turn up anyway)

okay, so i must be grateful, let's skip all the sad part and jump into the bandwagon, shall we?

So we went to Hubba Hubba at Sentral for our Valentine's dinner. 

It's a seven course japanese dinner. 

at first i saw the Facebook page and i was like 

oh it's just like an ordinary cafe look-alike that happen to be in KL blah blah

i ate my words back when i see how beautiful and GRAND this restaurant is . 

did i mention we were suppose to be sitting outside enjoying candlelight dinner seeing the view from above 

B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L

but then it started raining..so yeah , boo hoo to great view outside
but inside is alot cooler and quite comfortable, plus the boys get to watch their movie again . haha

Credits to Hubba at Sentral for the pics

really nice right? the ambience and all (:
wait till you see what it looks like at night

Beautiful :D

So the sister made a collage for the night

that's her friend with her date(not in picture)

The evening started well, with alot of photo taking, the boys are engrossed with the movie they played out at the screen

i wish i can upload all the food pictures here but dang

i really hate iphone

Me and Dan (: 
haha if you look closer, that shirt he is wearing has ANT prints on it. It's like he is wearing me because my name is Ann, and everybody has been calling me names lie "Ant" or "semut"

This is my vegetarian sister with her vegetarian pizza. HAHAHAHA it's bigger than her face. 
well she thought she wasn't able to eat most of the seven course dinner but it turn out there were a few that she can eat too, so in the end everybody had a fair share with this pizza haha. 

The food was great but there were a few i couldnt eat like Beef and green tea pudding, i wish i can change that but it turn out it can be exchange for another but it's quite too late for me to change because i did try a little bit of the side ingredients. T_T there goes my main course~~

(following food pictures are from Hubba at Sentral fb page)
am sorry i don't know what the dishes are called. 

first course~
it taste pretty good, infact it open my appetite to eat more later on haha

This was my favorite of all, well i can eat pretty much everything from it. anyway see that stick there? it can be eaten too! :D

well this is beef
T_T i am very sad i cannot enjoy their main course because of religion, i do not eat beef
but this man (below)

yea, my sister's husband ate three of our main course
look how happy he is when he get to eat 3 of the dishes

This was pretty good too! i'm quite happy seeing this after i couldnt enjoy their main course for the night

this seem to be garlic fried rice? haha but by the time we were so full i ate around it picking at my food. 
the tempura taste good though
and well this is MY photo btw. 

and the last course is the green tea pudding (it somewhat looks like pudding) didn't have picture here but i couldn't taste it seeing that caffeine encourages panic attack. 

our group picture of the night at Hubba Hubba
it was pretty dark actually , but my sister's camera work wonders. 

See the beautiful view from Hubba Hubba
it's not that tall but you can see pretty much everything here :D
i am sooo glad to experience this dining 
seeing that i came all the way from Kedah or even if i'm studying at Penang, 
i dont think i can find anywhere like here. 

well thank you to my sister and her friend for bringing us there. 
Happy Valentine's day to Dan too for flying all the way here even if you have to burn the previous ticket. 
It'll be another milestone we had reach 
and yea, it's only our 2nd Valentine's Day together (by right it should be 3rd but we didn't get to celebrate the first one together)
it has been a pleasure meeting you
okay, well i used to write like reallly really long post dedicated just for him
but seeing that i have already been with Dan for almost 3 years now, there are so many words that are already spoken WAAHAHHA
i'm so sorry if i cannot express it in words anymore
but you know my heart does, Dan!
i really do appreciate everything you did for me
thinking that there are sooo many other stuff to turn your back on me but you chose not to
i am still wondering what make you love me
but i have tons of reason why i still love you
wahahaha
okay
abit geli now that i write it out
cheers guys!

xoxo
ANN

Hubba at Sentral:

https://www.facebook.com/HubbaSentral

Short update

I've been really busy
i'm so so sorry! even though semester break suppose to be some sort of resting weeks for me, but no! i am NEVER free

okay so i have 3 reviews pending (gosh! really really damn sorry to my sponsors, but they given me a dateline, i think i am still in time to post)

2 batches of goods to dispatch and pack for my online shop
(i am prone to get panic at small stuff, so ya, if i delay even 1 day to ship out my customers' goods, i will blame myself for being irresponsible, so yes, i am very kin cheong that type, so everything must be punctual and perfect)

so actually i have only two things to do 
: my BLOG and my SHOP

which doesn't sum up to a pretty hectic life right?
but i tell you, time DOES pass very fast,
i've been busy with my shop things lately (CNY is coming, orders rushing like mad, like pasar malam)

and okay, i admit, i still have to time to go travelling. 
but i realize, 
vacation is not at all relaxing, in fact all those unpacking packing process can kill you
not only that, you have to drive here drive there, 
think of food, keep keluar duit, keluar energy 
=.=
so okay, unless i just go on a trip where i don't have to bother about this, i guess i'm pretty comfortable sitting at home playing pokemon 
wahaha

so okay, here's one last VAIN pic for this post
ain't no time!
ain't no time! i wish i can buy time, but nooo i can't
and yessss Dan told me that he is going swimming once every two day and i'm determine to get my swimming body after sem break (which is a pretty hard resolution seeing that cny is near and you have all those good food waiting for you)

i'm not a lazy blogger, i just had NO TIME
~currently won't accept any product review unless it has something to do with Valentine's Day~ wahahaha

xoxo
ANN

University Life : December

i am a BUSY woman, yes a VERY busy and a lazy woman. 

until i kinda abandoned the blog even though i hadswore on behalf of all my soft plushy toys' life that i will NOT let my blog dies just because i have no TIME and no MOOD to update because there's so much time constraint .

want to update blog, might as well take the time to study

want to update blog, might as well update one of your REVIEW post that will be due soon~

but then i ended up updating this because i want myself to REMEMBER

what i have gone through the whole DECEMBER

yeshh, so here goes!

1. Penang Hill Run

i just joined this event just for fun and because they offer 8 CSD points (worth it, but you have to pay rm20) everyone was so excited for it to start, we have to wait for 2 hours before the run starts, and guess what

we started to regret right after we started to walk up the hill

not even reach 200m we are already panting for our lives, no seriously, 

this is UP the hill, and no kidding, it was very steep at many turning points i really felt like gravity is pulling me down and i be rolling over and over like a fat penguin with short limbs. 

the fun part was that i get to walk alongside with some coursemates whom i never get to have a proper conversation with them before that, but during our walk, we gave each other encouragement (i guess its encouragement?) and we were pulling each other with an "imaginary" strings. hahaha

not to mention, lots of panting and sweats

but thank god it didnt rain

it was blazing hot~ not a good way either

i think most of them succeeded in reaching the top, 5.2km on flat road is just a fly compare to this , at one point i think it's about 75 degree steep (just exaggerating lah to make my blog look more dramatic haha)

i gave up at 2.7km , and waited Dan to come acc me walk down (he has already reached the top, he can easily take the train down , but then because of me, he walked for another 5.2km, gosh i really thank him for his effort! really really felt so grateful!)

going down was a pain, i felt my kneecap going "crick-crack""crick-crack"

sign of oldness hahah

but then after that i reward myself with ice cream and nuts

mmm , nothing beats homemade vendor ice cream. 

 selfi with coursemates :D Boon, the selfie-king (he selfie everywhere, i bet he got selfie in the toilet too :P) and Shiyun (a very nice and friendly sweet girl from Melaka :D)

2. Monopoly Competition

i joined this monopoly competition held by the Chess and Bridge club USM

(i initially wanted to join this club, and then thought to try out AISEC, then i fell sick during AISEC assesment, so in the end, both also i didnt get to join

but if it's based on interest, i love Chess and Bridge Club more 

:D 

yea, i'm a big fan of board games and i heard they even have IQ games and so on, these just hit me like a jackpot

hoping to join next year if i have the time :D

okay back to the story, 

I loose in this monopoly game T.T 

but it was LOTS of fun, i wish we can play it longer haha

3. Attended my first USM Jazz Band Annual Concert

remember my rant on why i quit Jazz Band?

looks like i bit my tongue when i watched the whole concert

It was SPECTACULAR

i was on my feet each time they played something so good, i was claw-ing Dan beside me. 

This concert was VERY high-end, 

i was awed by the female drummer actually hahaha

in fact, the first time i attended jazz band meeting, i was inspired to take up drum lesson after seeing how well and cool she play. 

like it's the ONLY instrument i am dying to learn 

our OOTD for the concert :D

4. Attended Meteor Shower Event 

So the event starts from 8pm to 6.30 am (the next day) so practically we can just sleep at the stadium , on either the running tracks or you prefer the grass. 

i chose running tracks because obviously i have lots of fears for insects and i'm prone to insect bites. 

1000 plus people showed up for this event, you can imagine how many people lying on the group

(*run! zombies apocalypse!)

It was SOOOO dark i can hardly recognize any of my friends, if i ever stepped on to someone's head , it will be no surprise, 

seriously

but the adrenaline of yours just keep pumping each time you heard a group of people shouting they spot a meteor! and you can't see it

GOSH!

and then for the next 2 hours, i spotted one! just zooming across , 

i thought meteor is something small and it's shoot like a shooting star

i just realized meteors are like Round balls that plays hide and seek with you under the clouds. 

but i was so glad i saw it!

they even caught lots of glimpse of firebolts too (i never get to see those)

i went back around midnight because that duck had class tomorrow morning

Awwh ): 

Let's take a selfie in the dark! :D

5. Groupfie with the coursemates :D

dimsum with them :D

i can't get over their famous yellow pau ! seriously those are to DIE for, i really really hope i can get to eat it again ): 

Dan Dan, when you going to bring me eat ah  ?

gosh i'm so hungry now, grrrr *angry little pig stomps away*

OMyGAAWWWD I wan to go there eat again!!

photo credits to : Adrienna a.k.a our Ah Ma

the biggest group lunch we ever had together so far :D

big love for this (: we should have more get-together (: 

a very very funny group picture 

because we intended to eat at this shop, we walked so far just to realize it's not open hahaha so we were joking "this boss has lost 23 potential customers"

groupfie :D

English Oral group 

i was dumb founded for this test, for once i felt i sucked at it :(

well let bygones by bygones

photo credits to : Wilfred a.k.a our Ah Gong (grandpa)

6. Christmas Party with the wanderers

and just two days ago i went to attend the wanderers' christmas party! :D

me and Danelle singing Last Christmas together, Thanks Focus for asking us to perform :D

the decorations are soooooo pretty! i first went it i felt very romantic actually hahahaha because of the dim lights and there are minions , EVERYWHERE

okay, i didn't know it was minions until they pointed it out that it's a minion

GroupFIE! 

photo credits to : Ken the guitarist :D

(wanderers are an association outside USM that encourages youth to write their own song and be musically inclined at all aspects, that's why i am still "bonded" into this association through my love for music :D)

anyway, i was so sad i couldn't stay up till the end of the party because i have to rushed go back hometown 

): 

but then as i got in the car

Dan got me this

cupcakes T_T Dan had never spent so generously especially for desserts to give me,

he even bought me my favorite EGG POTATO (which i ate it at that spot so no pictures given) 

girls like pretty things even though the cake is hard like sponge but i ate it like a baby 

:P

7.Love of my life( Family and boyfriend)

Whenever i know my family will come down to Penang, i make sure i dig out some free time to go meet them even though i had a test at such wee hour. 

i'm back home for study week and i'm here alone ): 

most of my friends went back hometown and they get to see their family, but i came back home and my father mother and sister are all in Singapore ): 

sometimes i felt really lonely even though i had my aunty here to watched over me haha, 

well sem break will be here soon, SABAR!

and yes i do feel very lonely at my hostel all the time because my hostel is the farthest , so remote, so lonely..now i get what my friend Suet Yee felt like in her room, that's why she say she rather study in the library, at least is out beyond four walls. 

but whenever i felt lonely, Dan will be there. 

Nobody eat lunch with me? i sent one text to him, he will acc me to eat lunch

nobody acc me go one place, i sent one text, he acc me to go to that place

T_T 

i really felt i am too dependent on him, 

even if we just met each other for dinner, i came back to hostel and video call each other, just silently study our books virtually is also quite comforting 

and recently i am really very careless

i had left my phone and key behind so many times

left my phone in the hostel

left my phone in the car

left my car keys in the

and then left my phone in the car again (best thing is it's already midnight when i found out)

and Dan without complaint acc me back to take whatever thing i left out. 

i felt so blessed 

T..T 

i treated him very rude sometimes, 

not only rude, i am also very clingy like if he didn't have time to acc me for meals, i rather don't eat and just ate some biscuits in the hostel alone. the fear of eating alone in public

._.

what kind of fear is that.

that's why i am soooo soo grateful for him

i am a messed

yet he still sticks on by my side T.T

wuwuwuwuwuwu

i am sooo glad i have you

Doraemon loves you (: 

xoxo

ANN

Bathtub photoshoot with KingP

Roses are red

my first photoshoot in the bath tub (: 

When Alexa told me about the concept i was very exited with it when she show me samples of what she intended to do 

i was very excited

super excited

you know i like something new, and this is really something new

and it's my very own bath tub too haha

thanks Alexa for snapping sooooo many pictures for me, and she even brought 200 red petals as a prop 

and she snaps it beautifully even without sunlight (it was raining) or even backlight and everything (: 

i've done about 4 photoshoots with her already, i really feel comfortable with her and yes, she is VERRRRY pretty herself, Alexa, can you snap yourself too! hahaha

(:

into the water :D

i'm contradicting myself here , it's suppose to red roses and here i am listening to Yellow- Coldplay in my hostel trying to fend off the dusty smell of my room

serious, my room always had that dusty wood smell everyday without fail 

i sweep and sweep

nothing happen

i hope it doesn't affect my brain or something

*picturing some dust mites crawling into my brain making me more stupid each day*

my favorite picture of all :D

These few days, or maybe it can be weeks , Dan had been awfully busy, i don't see him that much anymore. ): i feel empty without his presence. 

mum always told me to go out with my friends , go! don't always stick with him 

ya mum, i also got go out with my friends, i see them from morning till evening , i bet they get tired of seeing my face plus my hostel is the farthest away from all them ):

anyway, i realize i need to do things alone, and independently , so that weekend i drove to Queensbay alone, like a boss walk the mall alone and then ended up in Borders reading books instead 

T_T 

i'm such a pitiful kitten

 but thank god i get to eat dinner and go grocery shopping with my coursemates that night

and if you don't know one thing about me

my greatest fear is : Loneliness

white (: so snow white effect with the red roses floating around 

big love for this

Final exam is next month, i'm still waddling around like there's nothing big going to happen

i felt relieved actually, because all the assignments are 70% handed up, leaving me with only 2 more and i am FREEEEE

(assignment free, not exam free, may god bless me)

and i can;'t believe i can still write my blog when i'm suppose to create a new layout for a newspaper ._.

hehe , pardon my eyes, 

sepet a bit :D

well, this weekend i'll be joining the Penang Hill marathon (which i would probably crawl instead of running)

and jazz band concert at night (which until now i had yet to buy the ticket even though my roommate is a jazz band member *i no money i waiting for something miracle to happen*)

yeap there goes my day

credits to KingP by Alexa Sheryl for the photos (: 

xoxo

Ann