Random blabber

hi, so this will be just another random post

truth is, i felt a little bit quesy now writing this

because i've been playing battle camp on my phone all day and staring at facebook for whole morning

that's why i rather drive out every morning to work out or at least stare at Dan's duck mouth

wearing: 

dress: H&M

burgundy color hat: Oasap

Shoes: Jollychic

but first let me take a selfie~

LOL

anyway i'm here to blabber a few complaints. 

being an online seller is tough, you'll meet all sorts of people, 

and yeah here's a part that amuse me, i still remember a girl name A from Instagram,she follows both my online shop and my personal account too. 

she added me on wechat and at first she was friendly. first she compliments me that i have a great blog, blah and blah and then once i gotten quite friendly to her

BOOM

 even if someone wants to be you friend, NOTHING IS FREE

because there's always something behind every veil

"hi do you need help in promoting your shop? you can sponsor me some of your clothes, i can promote it for free.."

i told her "Sorry i'm just starting so i don't plan to sponsor anyone yet" well at least i answer her (politely, i hope)

and she pushes somemore , (really gets into my nerve sometime)

"hi do you mind promoting my instagram ? i will do the same for you too! *smiley face smiley face*"

i didnt reply her this time, i think she pushes too far already, 

i deleted her off my wechat friend

and one week later she unfollowed me on instagram

okay, i'm not here to judge her or what seeing me, myself has less than 1k followers on Ig and i am not a social influencer as big as xiaxue or drop dead gorgeous like Chuckei, but i myself is a store owner, so i have the right to choose who i want to sponsor and who i don't want to~

if you ask just like that, it sounds very thick face and it might sound that you're very desperate anyway~

like everytime i look around instashops i will see the SAME girl commenting on one of their pictures saying " hi i am a blogger, i can do sponsorship/advertorials ...(something like that , i can't exactly remember what she wrote anyway)

where's your face, girl?

there are two polite ways to do sponsorship anyway~

1. if any company wants you, they will automatically contact you

2. if any company is searching for people to get sponsored, then only you join lah~

don't sendiri barge in without people asking, it's a bit rude and we feel very pity for you~

i sound very mean here ): may god forgive me, LOL.  but i don't want her to appear again in any other blogshops or instashops. 

so last week was a full busy week

at least i have something to do haha

i went back to my old school and became the pianist again to lead my old choir members. 

abit sad that mostly are new members 

i took this picture because i looked so mini there 

like i'm back being 17 again! haha

well , we lied to the VIP  by deceiving them that i'm a student there

but truth is i've already graduated from there three years ago

(suddenly feel like an old toad banging on the piano)

but it's Mr Chan (our dearest music teacher who formed this group with his bare hands) last year conducting this choir group

i really do hope they make him proud in their next competitions. 

this is what i've been playing all week

Battlecamp

at first Dan downloaded it and i didn't give two hoots about it, thinking that it is just another regular RPG boys' game. 

but when he said it's something like Pokemon, 

i know i have to try playing it 

and he's right

i'm stuck at training my 'monsters" like a mad witch

and darn, how i wish they give us more energy then just constraining us with 5 energies per game. 

SAD like a dog

but at least it doesn't get you hook if it's so energy constraint 

last of all, i have finally cut my hair!
no more curly broomhead, i felt a bit lighter after the hair cut like i have just mown off the mosses around my head. 
Haha~
anyway, the new hair (right picture) is just a temporary big curl, so i don't know what will happen after i washed it. 
hope it won't go out of shape

xoxo

Ann

and here's a little announcement 

i got accepted to NTU of Singapore!

at first i was happily rotting on the bed till my cat friend phone up

he told me he got accepted to NTU and ask me to check if i got any emails from them

i checked, 

and yeah

big bingo!

but i got Economics instead of communication studies

a bit disheartening there, because i am engrossed with any media related fields , i cannot picture myself studying economics and working it for the rest of my life

(even though i DO have a liking for it back in high school because it was the easiest subject to comprehend back then, but THIS is economics in Singapore, god knows what kind of dinosaur theory i have to study)

but on the other hand

Singapore government university is very hard to get in,it will still be a big hole in the heart if i let it go ~

even though is government uni, it's still expensive

even though i am eligible for subsidized loan, it's still darn expensive

even though i can get loan from any institutions, it's still bloody expensive

so am i going to study something that i have to pay so darn much for?

my heart is such a hypocrite

a part wanted me to go because it's a once in a lifetime opportunity

(i mean people are dying to go there, and i can just let it go )

a part wanted me to stay back here in Malaysia and have a relax and stress-free life , no money matters , no pressure to achieve 3.5 above, no pressure to compete with other smart people like the Singaporeans or China citizens. 

i still have two weeks to think before accepting the offer.

hopefully i make the right choice

~~~~~~~