determination for music

 Just when i am sooo happy that i finally get a consideration of going to UCSI, my mum come and BLOW me off with another of her usual rejection towards me taking MUSIC.

if only i know, i should have just FAIL my SPM so that they would not say anything much!!!

she say people had 5 A's also take LAW.

people had 1 A also take ACCOUNT.

people had 6 A's also take DOCTOR.

so she expect me to be what shit?? cut people intestine? Modified an aeroplane??

build a skyscraper??

 Please larh! if I"M NOT GOOD with THAT particular thing, take already i sure DIE!! or fail...and waste Daddy's money..and i keep failing until i am never gonna get to WORK! and i'll be stuck in college or university until i grow white hair and had to carry a walking stick!!

a guy who scored 9 A's also went for UPM music audition too and his parents are sooooo supportive!!

salute his parents and family! why can't my parents be like that too?

derno what pose ==

Music how to get job?

easy! not many take music course, i've did a few research on where did all the music students go after graduating. i find it mesmerising and interesting that some get to work in a STUDIO!! which is my dream, yar, work in a recording studio is already my dream.

you know what i'm scared? i'm sooo scared that mummy will not support me financially if i go UCSI.
this is what she told me that nearly blow my head off, and bawled like it was the end of the world
"if you didn't get UPM, you better don't take music anymore."

it hurtssss soooo freakin bad, man.
i want to turn to daddy and seek his sympathy
*puppy eyes*
but i know with only daddy, i won't survive there financially (seriouslY)

why oh why!!!!!
*cry*
*double cry*
*triple cry*
*flood the whole country*

T.T

xoxo
Ann

I prefer long hair

left: NON EDIT                       right: Editted

i look like a real kid with short hair! >W< totally dislike it more and more each day, exspecially my stupid retarded fringe. I miss my long hair. Oh dear hair, where are you?
*searching searching*
truth to be told, with short hair i must wear clothing that is in the CUTE style
urgh..

what defines me?
LONG HAIR!!!!  i want you i want you, i promise i won't cut you anymore! T.T
let it long long, chest length is appropriate already! ^^
grrow faster dear hair, i can't wait to own you!

 once upon a time, i had this long curly hair with a long fringe.

With long fringe, i had no pimple problem, because my hair doesn't disturb my face. After cutting my fringe, valcanoe erupted!

BOOM!

next time, don't hiao cut already larh! learn from this lesson!

and when i tie my long hair, it can atcually come over to my shoulder.

URGH!!

T.T

 i miss my hair sooo badly. why am i complaining when the blame should be put on me. i cut it, so i should shut my mouth.

*swallow swallow*

i remember i can flip my hair, but it can get pretty nuisance when the weather is hot.

It's like soooo freaking annoying when you had all those strands all over your shoulder.

But, somehow i think long hair make me look more like

ME!

ANN TAN!!

==''

xoxo

Ann

GROW FASTER !!

Face product and hair product 2012

The Body Shop :vitamin C line skin boost.

The left side was the OLD bottle and i bought another bottle two days ago at Bukit Mertajam == Alor Star Mall don't have this bottle. the reason i bought it again was that i found it makes my face SUPER smooth after using it, but unfortunately, my old bottle finished last year ago.

 One BIG mistake i did was that i DIDN"T check the manufacturing date when i bought it!

*SWEAR*

and the price increase too! ==''

seriously, i saw a review on this and a girl posted up her BEFORE and AFTER picture. VERY BIG VAST DIFFERENCE!!!her skin was GLOWING.  so i was convinced and i bought it again.

Here's the full line of it.

obviously, i have no money to buy all that. The salesgirl intruduce me the capsules (left side) and i stare at it. you used it 20 days and your hundred dollars fly away. >w<

it can also work as your MAKE UP BASE too!

*shock* but true!

its really super smooth~

and keep up to date for my BEFORE AND AFTER pic using this serum!

(hopefully it works)

 Lee Stafford FLAT IRON PROTECTION SHINE MIST

obviously, when you use the iron tong, please spray on something so that it doesn't look like a dried out broom head.

so this is the product i use if i want to have my hair STRAIGHTEN

 Bed Head

for CURLY HAIR

I LOVE THE SMELL! MMMMmmm..

it defines your curl but one thing bad when i used it, it's sticky! >w<

but it definetly defines whatever curl you want

to create waves and curl. Lucido-l

it makes your hair soft, but it doesn't define as much as Bed Head. i only use this whenever my hair looks like a stiff over-baked mop head.

HAHA

>w<

but if you want curly hair, i suggest bed Head.

(UNEDITTED PICTURES TAKEN BY MY OLYMPUS TO TEST THE CAPABILITY OF MY CAMERA ^^)

xoxo

Ann

two teenagers camwhore

Hello people, i've been dead from my blog for FIVE freaking days.
where did ANN TAN go?? did she died? where's is this blogger?
lol..
my dad didn't pay the bill..HAHA! after pestering him to pay for what seem like eternity, wee~ i can play tetris again already!

No wonder i feel sooo empty these days. I need to blurt out stuff you know?
Ok, so i'm OFFICIALLY broke. I went shopping after shopping, spending money after money. I really need to budget down >w<
anyway, this month will be my last month working, but i have a sudden urge to work on MAY too, because i really want money (to shop?)
*shake head*

I still need money to perm my hair larh..AIYOYO...so i guess i can't perm it this month until i get this month pay.

anyway, uurrgh, feel like snapping out of my nerves. i am now on a super super STRICT NO-FRIED food diet. i look at fried rice, fried noodle, fried chicken, i run!
i seriously run, eventhough i always eat fried rice, fried stuff is like my daily diet all these while.
WHY??
because my forehead is like fried food too!!
I CAN"T BEAR WITH IT ANYMORE! it's sooo seriously bad, i can't take a look at myself in the mirror!

so i did a lot of things to deal with it. I pin up my fringe, (i even do that when i go penang two days ago) i don't care how people will look at this girl and say "omg, look at her forehead, a centipede can drown in it!)
i just want it to get heal as soon as possible!
i drank herbs after herbs of unrecognisable soup, i even splurge on one particular product even though the price is insane?
>W

AAARRRGGHH
*angry face*

*smiley face*
anyway back to reality. I've been spending every evening singing in the bathroom..
WOO~ the sound quality is sooooo much nicer.
The echo, it really sounds like i'm already recording in it.
lol ==''

The only con side of singing in the bathroom was that it's sooo sweaty hot.
*wipe my sweat*

posing as a 'samseng' (gangster)
yo whassup doc! you want a carrot? i can give you one! if you stuck your head in this particular hole that i call it a GUN SHOT!

when want go photoshoot arh..
*think*
i don't really like going photoshoot anymore because i'm concious about my forehead. i don't want my fringe to cover my forehead anymore (because it will aggravate it and make it 10x serious!)

*close eyes*

xoxo
Ann

We not Naughty!

 had a movie day out with the babes!
my fringe still sucks though, i'm keeping my breath suck in for it to grow faster so that i will not be stuck with it.

We go watch WE NOT NAUGHTY! a singaporean film that brought us laughing our ass off in our seats for every second.

 >w< and Tan Sandy cried right beside me..
as a friend, should i continue watching the movie or comfort her? LOL! it was in the dark, haha, sorry Sandy, but i give you a pat on your shoulder just to make sure you are okay.
haha, don't say i had a heart of a stone, i don't cry in public.

 *fold arms*
the jokes are sooooo hilarious, a bit R-rated when the lady is giving birth.
HAHA!
anyway, i want to watch it again if there's a chance. i missed 10 minutes of the show man! they were getting popcorns , so what to do? *shrug*

 what we wore~

miss my freaking long hair badly and i hate my fringe >W< (i mentioned it soooo many freaking times)
anyway, next movie date? anyone??

XD
if there's a nice movie larh, next time i want to try watching GHOST movie . It will be a FREAKING niCE awesome THRILL man!!
*emo laugh*

xoxo
Ann

Lee Hyun Woo

 okay, last time i was obsessed with Lee Min-ho. seeing back, i don't know why on earth i like about him. Big eyes, big teeth and big nose ==''

now, after watching Man From the Equator, i spot someone!

MY TYPE OF GUY!! mini eyes, and sooooo adoroble!

*sigh*

 Lee Hyun Woo
Date of birth: 23rd March 1993 (warh, sooo young^^)
Drama: Man from the Equator (sadly though for only 3 episodes)
          : God of study (main star!)
weight: 55kg
Height: 172cm

 Nah, he's not from any boy group that sings kpop song and dance along ..==
he's an actor but recently host a music talk show and he look totally CUTE over there.

 see? can't deny its cute right??

 EMo EMO!! look like vampire nia

 omg, soooo adoroble
and he's a great actor too
the crying scene..WHOA...

 from God of Study, playing one of the trouble students studying in a prestigious college

from Man from the Equator. He played the young seun-woo in that movie. I'm sooo sad tomorrow will be the last episode that Hyun woo will be in, after that he grows up into this old man and that 38 yrs old will be the main part in that drama
*sigh*

haha
it's very rare to see me, Ann Tan like any korean guys or girls.
so, heck yar, i'm sharing it out!

xoxo
Ann

Minutes before the earthquake

 so in the end, i postpone my photoshoot and movie just to follow my parents to Penang for god don't know what.

Then since we're at penang, i HAD to go watch Hunger Games, but!

at queensbay, 12.03 AM!!! midnight? what? who watch show at this sick hour?

 then, we purposely drove all the way to Gurney Drive to catch the 12.45 hunger game show..

when we climb all the way to the top, we had a shock *horror face* of our lives.

People were atcually lining up till the escalator (wait, there's more!)

till they atcually form a whole big circle ==

SOOO MANY GOD DAMN PEOPLE

 i like this picture! ^^

and Hunger Games was 'fast selling'.

Dad say since we purposely drive all the way there, we must Line up for it, no matter what. So i join the 'circle' and then after 15 minutes, Hunger Games was sold out.

this is my stupid dissapointed face ---> /w\

 so, i what also don't have. Photoshoot don't have, movie don't have, hunger games also don't have. SO i indulge myself to another shopping spree,..

i swear my whole month salary is now EMPTY

==''

 outfit for the day.

everytime i buy new clothes, i wear it as soon as possible!

so these are the clothes that i bought it at KL recently.

blouse: Shopalot

beige skinny pants: Romp

Shoe: brands outlet

brown bag: vintage baggie@ sungei wang

hairband: Metrojaya accessories 

 having fun taking pictures at Gurney.

little did i know =='' that half an hour later, there was an earthquake

WOO~

they say everybody ran out for their lives, if i was there, i probably freak out too, because there were vision of the whole shopping mall collaspe into pieces on us.

BAM!

i was sad man, because mummy didn't want to go back to Queensbay anymore.

i saw Forever21 SALE!!! >w<

instead after she bought two clothes from Parkson, she sat down and just wait for me to shop.so all i went was to Fourskin (again!^^) Padini concept store, Kitschen and nichii.

I saw Topshop had 50% sale man!! == but i was too broke to go in there

 the colours of the green BURST out to my camera .

anyway, after that, i treat myself CHATIME ..bubble milk tea!!! my favourite my favourite my favourite..

 i mentioned before that i need to start BLOOGING about stuff i own and bought instead of uploading vain pictures of myself ==

so here it is!

i bought this at VINCci! finally! i found this BROGUE SHOE!!!

I've been finding it all over KL man, and it's either too low quality or not worth the money. The one at Cotton On cost Rm129.90, i almost took it to the counter thinking that it was Rm79.90 ==''

i admit this brogue that i bought is still expensive,but at least it is worth the quality..

i have no idea i had polkadots head pieces.

so yesterday i bought the (left headband) from Fourskin.

the middle one was at Metrojaya

and the red headband was at Cotton On.

note to myself: stop buying polkadot item..

TOO MANY ALREADY!! >w<

haiz, tomorrow working again!

xoxo

Ann