you smile i die..

Materialistic..i just got scolded from my mum about being too materialistic..

she can never understand..

i look at other people, they have DSLR camera, and i feel really self concious and small if i just bring my small projector camera..what is wrong feeling ashamed with it?

this can never work out

I WAN YOU TO UNDERSTAND WHAT A TEENAGE GIRL IS FEELING!
my sister should know..

because she is also materialistic..

oh, dear sister, where are you when i need you?

I don't like it when people go ballistic over something small..when you're relaxing, all of the sudden, SLAP, that people would fuss, panic, and went totally balistic over something so tiny, you don't need to make it as though there's an earthquake happening in your bedroom.

why oh why can't i have a moment of peace? can't you see that i'm eating? can't you see that i'm studying? can't you see that i'm engrossing myself in my music? can't you see that i'm dripping drools over Gossip Girl?

it's 10.20 pm, my mood hasn't subside yet..i hate that ugly feeling,where nobody seem to bother you, while your mother is mad at you, and you're mad at her and yourself..

Why can't i go through days in peace, without fights, without conflicts!

even Malaysia is having conflicts now with other political parties..i mean, if we had human's right, what is wrong building up a political party that meant harmony and not jeopardising our cultural..if the government approve them, they won't go bombaring at all places with signs and protest or propogandas..

Gah, this is why they let us study history..they didn't want us to become like THIS

I'm not wearing any contacts, nor putting any eye make up..JUST double eye lids..maybe i should consider taking my sister's recomendation of doing laser eye lids.my eyes look twice the size of my original.

lol

But god gives everyone a purpose..

MY MUM SHOULDN"T HAD CURSE ME THOUGH!

omg, my mood is still terrible now, i don't think i can blog somemore tonight, my whole post will be grumpy..

x0xo

Ann

Beauty Review 2- Estee Lauder

This is Estee Lauder's signature lipstick, Rose Amethyst...Rouge a levres..

It's a nude lipstick, pale colour and it can camouflauge your lip colour..It's a mod type of lisptick, which i had no idea what clothes you should wear if you wear with this colour lipstick..

Maybe pastel colour will be okay..

The outside cover of this lipstick..

Muakc muaks muaks

xoxo

Ann

Butterfly Fly away

Woo hoo, i will not be bothered about that bloody copycat ady..what i know is i will BE better than her..and all she had to do is follow my footsteps..i am proud of that!

 

I've been very very busy these days, i don't remember when was the last time i take a look at the TV...my days are schedule by its own without any planning..i wake up, go school, take out my history book each time there's an empty period, recess with the girls, continue school, lunch with the girls, go back, have  one hour nap, go night tuition, come back and study for another two hours and sleep till the next morning..

each of these days repeat and repeat and repeat..

I CAN"T BREATHE

White cotton shirt- F & F

 White and black long maxi skirtS- Ezone @ Queensbay

straw hat- Materials @ Queensbay

white flats: Brands Outlet

rattan bag: Kiosk @ Queensbay

Sunglasses: Mona Lisa

Ooh, i've been very vain these days..

I KEEP SNAPiNG PICUTRES of myself =.=''

hope you guys dont mind

xoxo

Ann

Saving

I don't know what am i saving for ..i look at foods, i look at my usual magazines..i swallow and leave them in their own place..what on earth am i saving for? clothes? Hair makeover?

=.=''

nope, i am just saving because when i have enough money, i am able to record my own song, buy a HD microphone and post my youtube video professionally..

When will that day be?

xoxo

Ann

Be myself

I am going to be myself, myself and MYSELF..

I will not get intimidate by some people ..

I will not be jealous by some people

i will not give a damn on what that people is trying to do.,.

BOO HOO HOO, see you can cope with it or not!

YOu think you can make me jealous, but i obviously will not give a damn!

go on, go on, ngeh ngeh ni bu bu..

Bloody copycat

xoxo

Ann

copycat?

I hate copycats..why do i have the feeling that you're copying everything i'm TRYING to do..

hold on, you may give the reason that you're not copying, but its like you're trying to do stuff to proof that you're way better than i am..

LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT,

i have a sensitive heart so i sense it..

STOP COPYING ME!!!!STOP TRYING TO DO THINGS TO PROOF THAT YOU"RE WAY BETTER THAN I AM..

to get this straight, i don't think you are better than me!

Those who copy are not THEMSELVES..they are not THEM, they are FAKERS!!

stop boasting here and there in order to let those 'news' spread to my ear..i may get a bit intimidated, but let you have the evil heart..go on, GOD IS WATCHING

FISH

xoxo

Ann

Skinny

Tomorrow is our whole nation's marathon!..i just gave my doctor's letter where i was diagnose with lethargic and anemia..and tomorrow, i wanted to jog in that 4 km stretch of road..

this make me sound like a hypocrite..

Well, i just hope i CAN WALK under the hot sun...i've been training all years on shopping walks at Bukit Bintang..hope i won't pass out or i'll rather the earth swallow me up..
unless there happen to be Prince Charming around..

xoxo
Ann

I am ANN

Am i having doubts? no wait, i am utterly disappointed..my mum told me that by the end of the year, i'm moving out of Alor Star to an even remote area..Jitra..>.< but i still be going to either kolej or STAR for form 6..(painful) i can't hang out with my friends, i feel like i had left everyone and live in a hinterland alone..how lonely can i be? Right now, i can't even hang out with my friends, what's more after i had moved to such rural area?

oh god, i'm really going to be a KAMPUNG girl already.

Mummy said i've got no friends..i've got loads! i've got a bit mad because this ain't true..the fact that mummy don't see me with my friends is because SHE NEVER ALLOW ME to go out with them, so how on earth will she know how many friends i've got..i've got no mobile phone, not allowed to movies, so how can she says i've got no friends? URGH..

I HAVE FRIENDS OKAY!?!

i hope one day, my besties will come to my house and i will proudly intruduce it to my mum.

I don't like it when she said i don't have friends..it's like i'm sooo lonely, like i had a problem that everybody stay away from me..

can you all do that for me, 'cha mou' men?

I can't define envy and jealous...I ENVY people who are more fabulous than me or i am jealous of people who lead a fabulous life? somehow, i be likely to use 'envy'  towards my friends. because envy doesn't mean any ill feeling and i shall use 'jealous' to people i don't know..

-.=''

i wish i can lead a fabulous life, perhaps i haven't been doing great karma during my previous life..so, people, start doing good karma if you wanna live a life like Paris Hilton..or Kate Middleton..hold on, i don't think Paris Hilton is the luckiest girl, but with all the riches, she is lucky enough for me

GRAVE! i can hardly use the internet without any satisfactory..it's already midnight and my curfew is up..i had to leave my blog ( i still had four more pictures to post) it's not enough! NOT ENOUGH!! not to mention, i still got loads more to post loads more to look at, i haven't google Ed Westwick yet just to get a glimpse of him picking his nose..

yergh..

i haven't even play angry birds!

Angry Ann

xoxo

Ann

My face

See my lips..no gloss, no lipstick, so who says my mouth is always sad all the time? ) :

i realise my lips is exactly the same as my mum's ..EXACTLY! so, i'm going to practice smilling (i hope nobody would label me as insane)i'm going to practice pouting too, but i realize pouting doesn't look nice because i notice wrinkles ..how come model pouting looks so picture perfect..

my eyes..ok, it's artificially fake with the wonders of fake double eye lids.i saw a newspaper article on plastic surgery and i saw this girl having her eye lids stitch up while she was still awake..YIKES. no way am i going under that knife, it's soo painful and excruciating and that girl suffer for three months! imagine closing your eye lids when there's something holding you back with needles and thread..argh..my sister found out there's another procedure in getting permanent double eye lids..it is through laser but NO WAY am i going to endure short term pain or not..

MY BRACES is clearly one example that i had reborn through torture..

my nose..sometimes i feel that it looks broad at the bridge and sometimes it looks okay to me..no way will i go through pathetic procedure of using this massaging nose item where it SUPPOSE to make your nose look sharper...i've been using this face slimmer massager and i only see my face looks like FRANKENSTEIN..(minus those screw driver on each of my head)

My hair had grown..i believe by the end of the year i will get back my long hair again..and then i will curl it, and cut it off again just like my friend predicted..haha

JOKING..

why would i want to cut my dream hair after all?

xoxo

Ann

smoky eyes

I've only know how to draw my eyes with silver and dark blue shimmering eye shadows..the rest colour shades on my eyes looks very weird on me..i don't know why, but pink eye shadows make my eyes look smaller..gah!

warh, close shot of my eyes..the eye liner look soo thick,..what to do, for monolids like me, no matter how thick the eye shadow is, it cannot be seen...

so, after this experience , i'm gonna learn how to use liquid eye liner..put on even foundation and use peach blusher..

XD

i'm obsessed with make up now..last time i use to sigh each time my sister look at rows and rows of make up products, now, i LOVE it...

so, first, i'm going to start with buying a good blusher..

it lightens up my face colour..

XD

xoxo

Ann

Beauty review 1 (Christian Dior and Clinique)

Christian Dior's Eau De Toilette , Miss Dior Cherie, Blooming Bouquet..

smell like lavender..=.=''

Clinique's Fresh bloom, allover colour, peony..

50 ml-17 FL OZ, made in Paris, France..

lol, i practically copy every label it had..the thing is, this is my first beauty review so i really don't know how to write about it ..=.=''

This is the top of the cap,..CD for Christian Dior, not compact disc!

and this is the size of it compare to me..the scent very nice, soothing..those Anna sui lover would not be please with it coz it's not fruity..

ok, this is akward, i need loads of practice for a great review..=.=''

Hard hearts

I love this picture sooo much..haha...they took it with Cyee's iphone..<3

k, if you had a band, you must have a band name..

i have no idea and i can't choose girly name in case the boy would stick his tongue out in disgust..

if you had any idea..help me!!

lol

we're just amateur..

thnk you WEI YING!!

xoxo

Ann

Jamming

Just come back from my first jamming session..
i got the first taste of real live band and...

I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!

IF YOU wanna hear our music, ATTEND KOLEJ INSTALLATION NIGHT..
one of the song is MY ORIGINAL SONG!
our band consist of three girls and one boy (poor you)

i love jamming..i lve jamming..i lve jamming..

xoxo
Ann

Love

It's either he's too famous to notice me
or
it's either there's so many people for him to notice

he never will
and nobody ever will
ever take notice of me

i beg for once someone WILL..

crushing hard on you, Latin boy...

xoxo
Ann

I've noticed that i have LOADS of Wei Ying and me photo..here there, and EVERYWHERE..the thing is, WE BOTH love taking photos, so it's no surprise. i want so badly a DSLR camera..MUMMY SOLD THE ONLY ONE WE HAD!!! how could she?!?! and she sold it for only RM 500..that person must be laughing his head off after receiving the camera..

We were talking a presents today at school..You know what i really want? A SPONGEBOB MONOPOLY set..yes, i saw it a METROJAYA and i nearly go ballistic in the department store..

sad to say, i rather buy clothes than buying a boardgame..so i leave it there..T.T

I'm addicted to ANGRY BIRDS..even though i did admit saying that it's the lamest addictive game i've ever played..i mean, how can you be addicted throwing birds at green pigs? the creator must have cast a superior spell on it..

Sleeveless singlet: Shop @ Sungei Wang

Skirt: Shop @ Queensbay Mall

White sling bag: MANGO

ballet flats: BRANDS OUTLET

practice here, practice there, i can't remember when was the last time i've ever went attend add math lesson in school..He had already gone three chapters ahead my tuition teacher..this means major trouble for my upcoming monthly test..the thing is, he uses only 30 minutes to complete ONE freaking chapter..30 minutes?! seriously!?

after spending sooo much time with my choir members..

i wanted them to be a family

despite the fact i still feel akward to some people around me..

xoxo

Ann