a potrait of a fierce lady

does it matter if you work hard and get something you doesn't want in return?

does it matter if you relish every moment you have right now just to know it's forbidden?

does it matter if i just shut my eyes and pretend that i have already past these stages of life?

yar, it all matters.

hello bloggie readers, i've been dealing with a whole mood of trainwreck

not to mention sudden mood swings that could kill a flying bird by just glaring at it

my left eye kept jumping. i went through the diagram and found out that its an indication that i will be happy, but hell nt, i have been crying for the past three days continously.

 1.i confronted what i don't like
2nd. mummy growl at me
3rd. my dad was disappointed in me

my long locks of mane *love*

i don't cry literally outside. Its hard to spill tears outside, but at home, those tears come like a ready waterfall. i'm a grown up young lady, but why am i getting more and more sensitive over such mere little things.

if this is a phase i'm going through, then make it fast.

haha! a funny photo to bring up my mood.
school is getting ridiculously boring. The only lesson that i'm atcually paying attention is Economics.you see, this is what you can do in school all day long

1. daydream about your prince charming
2. stare at your phone wishing it is a smartphone
3. try reading your book eventhough the noise pollution caused is worst than the spectators in a yankee stadium. (if you knw what i mean)
4. try to count how many pimples you had on your face
5. walk to the toilet even though your bladder is empty and you don't mind rolling down four stairs and climbing it up again
6. sing an annoying song just to see the mad expression of your friend's face
7. search for anything edible even though you know you had gain a lot of weight and you know your stomach is not hungry

 wooo~ miss ann~
erm...i'm having this BIG exam in another 17 days (oh yeah)
i don't know whether to laugh, or cry or to just sit there and act like statue of liberty.(if i do feel that free..hhuh!)
seriously, i am more excited what to do after exam than to sit for the exam.
but judging by the amount of huge volcanoes on my forehead, somebody got to know i'm stressing about this so called exam.
argh!

My class! if you can spot me, i'm the one with the sleepy eyes!

o yea, i caught a stomach bug again today~~~

but i still went for breakfast with the dudes and one babe to eat Alor star famous pan mee!

meow~ so i won't be going out for a very very long time till STPM .

T.T

wuwuwuwuwuw

 

anyway, i'm gonna do something major to my hair this december.

i don't know how, but i'm just gonna change it for a new 2013 year.

ha!

 

owkay, i'm sorry if i didn't get to update for the next few weeks.

as i did mention before, i had a huge test coming up in another two weeks!

this lady gotta do something before her parents growl at her for disappointing them.

 

xoxo

Ann

born to be beyond extraordinary

Domino's pizza~~
last sunday was my first time meal at domino's (even though the one in KL had a classy dining table, over here at AS is more like a fast food counter..zz)
the fact that you have to wait in line for half an hour and wait another half an hour for your food to arrive is really a pain.
so we spent bout 20 minutes in Guardian looking at face products instead.
haha, i love to look at products after products without buying anything.

the new york crust was just nice, but the fact that the crust is thin, it couldn't fill up our stomach though. by the way, the breadsticks was infact nice ^^

bowling session. That was ages ago, but i just manage to upload it. Haha..
anyway, i got back all my result already! my pointers were beyond expectations but enough to get me into a university though. But as everyone said so, it is just a trial exam.

and the con side for our batch was like they drop a bunch of new born babies into the middle of the ocean. Some may drown while some lucky ones will resurface again. So yar, this is how it goes for the new system of our form six.

our class photo 2012. Pra U1 Omega!
a lot of people eh? Our class had once reached 50 students, but thank god some got away to other learning instituions and yar, this is pretty much how many of us are now. and if you can spot me, i'm always with the prominent ribbon and had a left side gravity high ponytail.

unpublished photo~~ hahahaha..the day at MPU night~ girls doing the make up
anyway,
i think that time PAST really damn damn fast. I thought it was just yesterday that i went to muet tuition ..zzz and now after tomorrow, i had to go muet tuition again. anyway, last wednesday, i and a few schoolmates were called (without give any notices) to do a trial muet speaking test.
WoOts~ O.O
i think some of them did really well, but in the end, huh? you got to be kidding me right? i got a high band five for the overall speaking test.

anyway!

i have a sudden rush to go curl my hair once it reaches over chest length.

yaya, here i go again, destroying my hair with the hot iron and chemicals.

but,ann needs money of course to do that.

i'm tight of it right now after estimating a total amount of Rm43 every 10 days for petrol . haha..== and by that, i'm only left with Rm7 for my weekly allowance.

great, oh great, i really need to stop spending and start saving.

 

 blazer with LBD
what's install for my school holidays then?
going to Singapore to see my sister (check)
going to Kuantan to see my brother (check)
goint to Sabah to fulfill my mum's wish to shop for baskets over there (half check)

not to mention, i've saw the map of LEGOLAND. it was like INCREDIBLE!
i mean, of course all those pamphlets are meant to be too good to be true, but dang, who doesn't want to go to somewhere new right?!?
*sigh* wish i can go ..HEE

i suppose to wear this to MPU night, but i change my mind after i realize my back is far too revealing to wear it out infront of the teachers.

countdown 3 weeks to STPM !

why couldn't i get the hinge to get my heels start kicking to study madly like i did last year for SPM huh?

is it because my brain was left rusty for six months or the fact that everything in form six is just too hard to absorb .

 

*sigh*

my face started popping pimples (other than my forehead) already ==

two on my right face and one on the chin.

oh great, just oh great.

 

xoxo

Ann

 

Peplum clothes galore

my all time favourite sexy lip singer : Lana Del Rey in H&M

that peplum blouse on her cost Rm59.90

^^

i done a bit of catalogue shopping just now and got all these favourite

ooze out cutesy peplum which i consider really really adorable

*squeel*

 this remind me some sort of pin up girl style where you would look super cute with tight colourful contrast shorts or long skinny colourful shorts pair up with pumps.

and on my own account, i always add my own signature piece which is bunny headband! haha^^

 

different types of peplum.

so you guys should get the idea what is peplum right now right?

some people would say it make their hip look bigger, but i guess its just how well you pair it up with.  

 

 oh sooooo cute peplum skirt! ^^

peplum shorts! but i don't really like the fact that the back of the shorts seem a bit funny for my liking though.

 super super cute bow peplum blouse from Zalora~ the online shopping spree.
haaaa

and well, topshop peplum.

i have only one peplum blouse at the moment which somesort look like the peplum above (picture) in a different type of colour pattern.

 

peplum is girly, is cute, is oh soooo hard to resist.

i'm gonna get more of these even though i know this may be summer trend.

 

xoxo

Ann

Coffee Box and the school baboons

I have half of my results back from last week trial exam!

apparently, it was better than what i had expect but in another words, it is still beyond horrible from being excellent.

thank god that my business subject pass and i'm so-so satisfied with my general paper.

now that i have a clear vision of what i would get for my economy paper, ha! fat chance that i'm going to get great pointers for the overall papers.

*tie a knot around my finger*

seriously? ==''

a distressed looking look

anyway, we dreaded the yellow disciplinary paper, all 11 os us were called to stand up infront of the class. at first our beloved economy teacher started to brief us about the school rules and then her high pictch voice went one octave higher and she pin point at my poor friend, shu ping beside me first. DANG, i swear she scold worst than my mum.

so i take a deep deep breath to prepare for d great scolding from her

*scroll down to read my conversation between the teacher*

Teacher: And you!? who allow you to go back? huh? Go back on your own or boyfriend sent you back!?!?!

(zzzz. boyfriend? since day one, she had always refer to me as being not available)

==''

seriously!?

Ann: go back on my own

Teacher: *fierce glare*

Ann: i'm sorry...TT.TT

so the case is close, all 11 of us didn't get the yellow paper until now like she had firmly said she will gave it to us.

anyway, *scroll down if you want to know the exact story of what REALLy happens*

you see, WE went back early right after Business sub exam which is around recess time. there is no heck of a lesson after that, so what for waste your time sitting in class and stare at nothing but a complete whiteboard, right? or waste your time daydreaming at completely nothing but the dust in the air?

might as well go back home and at least do some house chores (which is worthy) or watch tv, online (which will act as a reward system for us being extremely hardworking during exam week)

seriously??

just seriously tell me this is justice or not?

haha

The coffee box mmmmm over yummy delicious scrumptous fluffy chocolate waffle with banana, chocolate syrup and whipping cream topping @ Phuket

love love love love love!!! oh sooo yummy !

anyway, i've been having GREAT mood swings these days, i get angry easily, happy easily , everything turns into a whirlwind whirlpool.

forgive me if i had become entirely illogical at the little things i get upset about

this sunday~ Domino pizza !!!

^^

xoxo

Ann

spicy or sweet

Left: Pin up my fringe        Right: side swept my fringe. hey it's getting longer!!
two different taste. Which line shall i go?

anyway, just came back from Bowling with the dudes and babes!
We had a match between boys and girls. TURN out miss ANN got the LAST one! haha...
anyway, later going for steamboat at TM Corner! ! WOO~
this is just a short brief post because obviously i have nothing to do at all

i am so bored until i can count how many ants were seen crawling around my house
i am so bored until i can hear our prime minister talking about budget 2013 on the tv for one hour
i am so bored until i can stare infront of this screen without typing anything

oh yeah, there's a seminar coming soon for my DAD's pa
my dad's friend from penang will be giving the talk
20th October 3-5pm
anyone interested, comment over here
Registration fee Rm20 for students of IJP
Rm25 for outsiders

tee hee

xoxo
ANN

I'm officially eighteen

I wore this on the night of my birthday! The bag was one of my birthday gift too!heeeee thank you thank you!

how does eighteen feels like? the fact that you can walk into the cruise ship casino smiling brightly flashing your identification card proudly? or the fact that you can now watch the goriest movie and violent rated show on the cinema? ( i doubt that makes any difference since they don't really care how old u r)

 

Anyway, everybody had the exam bug to bother about birthdays . Haha, anyway exam sucks TERRIBLY. The worst was Perniagaan (business studies) i have no idea what i am suppose to write because i have no idea what the question is asking. I read the EXACT same question THREE TIMES and i couldn't even write a single alphabet in it. Nothing makes sense.

I HATE reading subjects that are all full of words. NOTHING but words!

that is why i couldn't get myself to understand any of it.

you see let me analyse other subjects.

 

PA: this is general knowledge, so it ain't that hard to understand

Economics: even though it's not meant for ppl to understand, at least it consist of calculations and graph which u can interpret it .

BM: i think i finally get the hang of FONOLOGY, it's just like a concept

Business studies: a hell of a pain, because we need to write LONG LONG essays (not based on general knowledge bt based on what we had read)

 



anyway, forget about it. I feel like a dead crab thinking at what pointer i'm going to get. zzzz

anyway, i went back early right after exam. Guess what? I just got the news that all of us that went home early had a big fat yellow paper slap right across our faces.

Yup, the discipline paper..

zzzz

*great*



 

 

Bite my lips~~ hey, i realize my fringe had grown quite long already. I'm just waiting for it to grow till the right length where i can hook it around my ear so that i don't need to keep mis-eating it whenever i eat.

but my forehead is really quite UNBELIEVABLE!

maybe it's because i stay up quite late these days, making it look like Himalaya great volcano *BOOM!* erupt, and then erupt again and the erupt ! bleauUUUURGH!!!!!!!!!!

 

 anyway, they did plan want to go to Jitra for a half day trip tomorrow, but HECK! nope, everybody given up the idea after one after another said that they couldn't stay till late at night. ><

so where to hang out huh? no nice movie in the cinema, just last two week sing karaoke, just last two week play bowling (but i kinda like to play bowling) haha.

and all our hang out consist of food.

FOOD here, FOOD there..after go pizza, after go  lorong sharriff eat laksa, after go KFC, after go Mcdonald, after go eat roti canai..

haha..

if i'm not fat, all chicken wear pants!

 

*sigh*

enough is enough! haha

anyway, i couldn't stop myself from jumping up and down after H&M officially opens at LOT 10 on the 22nd september!

dang, they had the newspaper ads with LANA del REY (my all time favourite sexy voice pouty lips singer!)

haha..

girls clothes start from Rm19.90 above!

not bad eh, i thought it would be pricey pricey but i checked up and it's totally affordable!

zzzzz

but it's in Bukit Bintang, KL

ever since my sister stop working there, my trip to KL had just dipped down.

==''

 

xoxo

ANN

 

 

 

Once upon a time

Once upon time

she walks the street alone

her loneliness no one felt

but

one day she felt her hand being held

clasp tightly was another soul

looking up she saw him smile

the coldness disappear, the warmness she felt

no longer will she felt cold anymore

her tears he wipe

her joy he laugh

she wonder and wonder

how long can fate last?

but all that matters was how time is gold today

kkkk

enough of the fairytale thingy..

hahahaha..

i'm like soo bored i can write a whole full of lovey dovey gooey stuff out

but i guess i'll be offlining soon right after 8 pm.

 

a work of an art piece.
My half potrait.

 

anyway, i've been obesessing over my lips recently.

i love red lips all the time, i don't want to end up having pale looking grey sickly looking lips, its not pleasing to look at atcually.,

haha

 

xoxo

ann

Dim Sum, chatime with the babes and dudes

 WooO~

(from left to right: Shi yun, Xintong, Jesslyn, shue tin, shireen, Alexer, chun Wei, Bok han, Sze Kai, Yong Kai, Shan da and Kua ci)

so i didn't know i can hang out somemore that saturday because practically, i've been out TWICE in one week, and going out that day would be the third time in a row. But i did want to join them for dim sum as breakfast so i apparently, i get the green light!

but after that, the whole group of them wanted to go AS Mall for movie and chatime..haha, guess i was tempted to go and join them too, so i text my mum to see if i can get another green light.

WEeeeEE, so before i know it, i rush back home to wash my hair and off i go to AS Mall

 

okay, so i read back my 2010 blog, dang, my writing style really evolve 360 degree.. I think i wrote it better back then , those kind where "my face is sooo big i can fit ten hamburgers around the area"

but now, i can't even crack those kind of sentence out . haha..

anyway, back to my weekly story

anyway, we had a karaoke session after that, and dang, you can imagine how tense my voicebox was. We sang and sang till there are no more songs on the list. haha. Anyway, it was fun though,weeee

 

anyway, trial exam is just around the corner. Don't ask me how my progress is, i'm UNPREPARED. But i am determined to study the hell out of BM to rub it in my form teacher's face. ( i have a feeling he doesn't really like me, and i was afraid of him giving my parents a bad feedback during report card day *fingers cross)

 



Last sunday, i Had the worst PP of my life.

pp: period pain

I was practically rolling on the bed, stuffing my whole face flat into the pillow (just like how an ostrich would poke his head into a hole) and bite onto any edible round thing (which to my amusement, i bit onto my Ernie's nose)

haha, this kind of situation remind me of some cannibal girl fighting againts starvation.

 

Recently is all about studying marathon.

you see, going to this new school "kolej Sultan abdul hamid" is a totally different environment than my school. Back in my old school, the teachers know me well, they do not shove cold stares at you like you had just drop out from reform school. I can't stand how most of the teachers in this new school send cold stares at you and practically look at me through the tip of their nose.

maybe i'm sensitive or what, but seriously, they do not achknowledge my existence.

so through performing: I failed to grab their attention.

so there's only one way to dig myself a tunnel,

that is through getting good result.

*tie a knot in my stomach to stop myself from breathing*

(determination)

so of course, what is the use of talking big when i'm all here stabbing the keypad with my fingers.

haha

anyway, My MUET result was out yesterday.

I had a Band 4 ==

as whta i expected, but anyway, i'm going to keep taking the test until i had a Band 5.

 

 

 

i was born as a girl

to fall in love with you~

 

 

 

xoxo

Ann



 

 

imma fierce lady

what happen last week?

no? O.O? the fact that i went to school and none show up? the fact that someone stare (yes, not look) at a girl without realizing i'm just RIGHT beside that idiot?

the fact that i atcually CRIED in school? (talk about that,  my tears are gold, i hardly cries in school) or the fact that i am now living in a verge of turning utterly mad?

 

my emotions are a total wreck last week. PMS perhaps? or was it maturity that i'm hitting in another 10 days? HAHAHA *evil laugh*

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owkay owkay, i couldn't find a single reason why i would fret up by a mere kind of things. i have mood swings soo terrible i think i scares off people. One minute i was sooo happy, the next day i got all teared up.

but forget about that, as long as this PHRASE i'm going through will dies off soon, i will be happy indulging myself to a new perception towards life.

 

hopefully *sniggers*

 



O.O look! Shu Ping wearing my shoes! hahaha

so i tend to compare myself. i don't have that kind of die-hard legs you would go fetish over it, i don't have a nice forehead for you to look at, i don't have big eyes that would look right into you and sends your heart to a full hault,i don't have the right kind of fats in the right place.. no wonder i can't help but to put myself down.

wuwuwuwuw

*low self-esteem mini me*

 

aargh, emotionally wreck me.

what do Miss Ann scares the most?

LONELINESS

yes, she listed that the TOP of her list.

 

kiss my lips! LOL!

*eyes roll*

sorry about this post, haha, it's just a nice way to express whatever ups and down i'm going through the whole week.

taddaaa! this is the swensens ice cream in Hadyai, Thailand. The price is SOOOO MUCH CHEAPPPER than in Autocity..
Goodness, its like Rm10 cheaper than Autocity! i have a hard time choosing the best ice cream to indulge myself into.
mmmmmm..

anyway,
i hope the next week, my emotions will not turn into a havoc anymore.
i have ENOUGH of this week!
ENOUGH! STOP! PERIOD!

xoxo
Ann

Early Birthday gift: A RED UKELELE

 Greetings Earthlings! Miss Ann is going to be 18 in another 10 days! WOOOoo

18, can you imagine 18 years old?!? I'm A GROWN YOUNG WOMAN! (though i still whine and squeel at the sight of any cartoon that i like..hee)

 

okay okay, so here i am at Pizza Hut that tuesday thinking that it will only be a gathering for my lovely dear friends before they leave for Kampar again. Of course i spotted the cake box so i was like hmmmm, something fishy is going on. Even bok bok didn't even knw anything..==

so yar, they ask me go to the loo to snap photo and then i came out and saw the cake with candles on and right at the seat, My eyes became WIDE..Like really really soooo wide i'm afraid my eyeball will drop out off the socket.

it was just the box but i know the shape.

THE SHAPE OF A UKELELE

O.O!!!!

after blowing the candle (there's no lighter, so i imagine there's a fire there)

Jia wen ask me to rip off the wrapper (she wrap it up in two tone, so beautifully wrap up and i had to RIP it off?!)

haha, but i was excited

and when i saw the casing of the ukelele, i squeel. and when i took the whole ukelele out, words cannot express it already. RED ukelele!!! HOLLY MAMA..

this thing ain't cheap

dang, !! dang..!!!

hahahahahahahahahaha, all these years in my life, the best gift ever by my dear friends was this. Thanks Jia wen, sandy, xin ning , Stupid and Jesslyn for sharing their money out to get me this baby!!! WOOOoooOO

and thanks for the icing cake Jia wen and Stupid! haha

 

so after pizza with ample times till my curfew, we went for bowling . HEEEee first time wearing skirt go play bowling zzzz..this thing ain't plan out so all of us were force to buy socks for ourselves. after bowling, we went to play arcade games!

woooo

that night i kept glee-ing

but of course a ukelele is 100 percent different than guitar, so i must start digging my fingers over youtube for some tutorial.

for the moment, i had learn a few chords to atcually play "baby-justin bieber" on it.

weee

 

see jia wen's hair?? haha, miss ann had to come back from school, and then fetch her go haircut and then fetch her back lerh, like a boss nia she..HAHAHA..

oh yeah, the blouse i'm wearing is my FIRST PEPLUM piece. haha, i felt REALLy GIRLY in it.

 

anyway, i know that somebody is planning to get a ukelele too.zzz

too bad somebody bought it for me already..hahaha..

guess they had to rethink it again ..

heeeee

 

 

September baby

 

xoxo

Ann