curly hair

A feedback from the bee..the facial process is excruciating...she said it felt like scissors snipping through your skin..oh god, how am i going to go through this pain?  lol..my appointment is due tomorrow..hopefully i can make it out alive..haha..

The bee with her expensive hair..cost around Rm 270..the hairdresser is also doing facial for people, and you must made an appointment even if you want to cut an inch of hair..i was like,ok, i must wait till chinese new year, where i get loads of ang pow, go back to the same hairdresser and finally get that similar perm like the bee..i can't afford to buy any more clothes, cosmetics and products anymore..i had to save because i really want her hair badly..

where's the scissors? i wanna cut it off and stick it at the back of my head

XP

Rule number one: Do not upload bad quality pictures into your blog (i was force to, because my camera is sick)

Rule number two: DO not give short post in one week

RULE number three: DO not put songs in your blog..whoever open up your blog with their own song playing at the background will eventually close your blog because it disrupt their song

Rule number four: DO not give dull post

Rule number five: DO not put soooooo many apps in your blog, it will lag the screen when browsing

xoxo

ANN

Clothes and Peg

my sister just gave me a WHOLE bag of clothes...i don't mind getting hand-me-downs, because all her clothes is sooooo BEAUTIFUL..so this morning, i threw out all my unwanted clothings (it fit a huge bag) and made enough space for me to put in those clothes..

Oh, i can't wait to wear them..but i'm sure after a few months of obsessing, i WILL grow tired of it..haiz, why can't i be more grateful for what i've got?

There's something wrong with the camera,...my photo quality had never been nice..i wonder why, but i keep changing those settings to try to see if i manipulated it wrongly..but it just won't worked..so my pictures had always been micro-disrupted...mummy had bought a DSLR bag but she hadn't buy any DSLR yet..

so i'm just waiting..

Tuition is starting one-by-one..another week of busy day without getting any inch of time to breathe..i loathe to be sooo hectic...I didnt get to watch Final Destination 5 after all ..first: the bee is tooooo obsessed with her newly done expensive hair

Second: mummy is tooooo absorbed with her son

Third: daddy never bothers about entertainment

I hate it when everybody turns emo out of the sudden..when you open fresh up in the morning, suddenly, you heard a fight and it spoils your day badly..it totally make your whole mood comide suicide..Why can't they liven up the whole day with a smile, a joke, a laugh..it's sickening..and everyday i pray in order to keep this house alive and free from arguements..Yet, it can never happen..i didn't go through a day without those usual squabble or one nag that hurts your ears and heart,.

my mood totally died now...i hate taunting, i hate dissapointment..so i had to stop making expectations..i have to stop making my own hope, dreams and everything..because everything won't happen as what it was in your head, brain and mind..

IT SICKENS my day..

ok, i noticed the sudden changement of my mood writing in this blog..i started this post this afternoon, and ended this poem at night..so there's a sudden mood swing in this post..

So i'm going to liven up my day with a STUPID smile like this picture?

if only i can do that without force,

it will feel like a total fake, fraud and BADLY dismantled mask ..

urgh

i don't know what i'm writing about..

just as long as i drag it all out with my mood now,

i totallly going to be ignorant towards my family now

xoxo

Ann

Kose basic skincare

Been using KOSE skincare and then it finished...

it's milky, and the result, ( :

smooth, a bit of whitening and baby soft skin, but it didn't help my T-zone..no product can help my T-zone no matter what..it's a disaster over there..

a full close up of my (side) face..my front view will definetly scream FAT..

HOHOHO

From left: Kose twice a week mask, Kose repairing night essence, Kose moisturizer, Kose toner and Kose cleanser..

i had finished the cleanser and the toner is in a very sorry state..

so now i switch back to Kiehl's again..

=.=''

xoxo

Ann

super funny!

The GOVERNMENT will sue me..

There was a saying that if you have other nationalities working as domestic help in you household, chances are the following goes missing

get VIETS, dogs missing

Get Bangla, girls missing

GET chinese, husband missing

GET AFRICAN, wife missing

But now it's worse, the pilihan raya betui betui kepala pusing!

Get Najeep, Mongolian missing

GEt TOYO, temples missing

Get SAMY, Shares missing

Get Rustam, pigs missing

Get NAZRI, truth missing

Get HISHAM, Keris missing

Get SOI LEK, VIAGRA missing

Get DR M, memory missing

Get Roastmah, Bala missing

Get KA TING. do nothing, every 'ting' missing

Get BaDAWI, always sleeping if not missing

Get TSU KOON, L*np*h missing

Alamak, really kepala pusing

GET PERKASA IBRAHIM..MALAYSIA MISSING!

xoxo

ANN

Growing up

I've drove the car threee times so far..i think i'm a car lunatic..i'm obsessed in driving car! but i can't get my liscence till end of this year! *shock* Horror*..

My first drive was behind the stadium where i just go round and round and round

my second drive was with Cyee, Ying and Brenda..i'm sooo touch that they atcually call me to had a test drive at school..Cyee taught me how to reverse the car XP

My third drive was around my housing estate...there was a huge crowd with loads of cars and i nearly go ballistic..i didn't know what to do, i was driving sooo slow..

My parents are making loads of changes for my future..the only thing for sure is that i HAD to take up FORM SIX..they want me to go Sgpore and i WANT too..is just that their hectic and competitive lives scares me off a lil....OR.mummy found a Australian branch college called CURTIN and she wanted me to do ACCOUNT! over there..goodness.i will make my company bankcrupt within 3 days..

and the best thing is, that college is situated at MIRI, SARAWAK...

=.='' 

Last night, after washing my face, i put on the bee's mud mask (ORANGe peel), then after it, i put on the bee's Anti-Acne mask and then let the serum seep in, took it off and then put on moisturizer....All this during midnight..

=.=''

She gave me her mud mask, her skin peel scrub, her put on mask, one military blouse, one dress, one short jumper (that can never go to the loo without another person to help you unbutton at the back) a facial treatment and what's more?

wow..

since when she is soooo good?

i want to grow up, to blossom like a real lady..to make myself beautiful, to live up my dreams , to be happy with my own life...

I WANT TO BE ME

xoxo

ANN

No changes

i decided to keep my hair till next year chinese new year where i had enough money to dye, cut and perm and enough to buy hair products..annd that time, my hair will be long enough for curls..my last time curl receive loads of BAD feedback ..but thank god the feedback just happen AFTER i cut it off..right now, if i had bad hair day, my hair won't produce such large curl..so it's really hard to take care of it..

*frusrated*

Tomorrow gonna watch FINAL DESTINATION 5..( :

FRIDAY going to visit my grandmother..( :

SATURDAY going to do facial..XD

SUNDAY going to photoshoot?

and that night the bee will go to a faraway land

and i'm going to pay her a LONG visit after SPM

prepare, sister..i'm going to eat you!

SCrew exam..until now, i still think of studying when i just realize that trial exam is over..

goodness

This exam really mould people to prepare for the REAL SPM..

habbits..

xoxo

Ann

FRIENDLESS

They are planning to go here, they are planning to go there..and i am left out because nobody ask because they know well i couldn't go out..so i'm leftout..an outcast, nobody wanna hang out with, coz i'm no fun, i can't hang out, and my mum still said that i don't have friends...DID she ever think that it was because she didn't let me hang out that she couln't KNOW my friends..

if only my mum know i am in a clique..I got best friends that we swore to secrecy that we obey our six rules..That we buy gifts for each other, call each other nicknames, eat together, go 'shopping' at school together, and call each other 'mou mou' which i guess its a cantonese word for lady?

lol

it hurts that she said i don't have friends when she didn't let me had the chance to let her know them

i've just realize by doing braces you can't correct your jaw and chin..my chin is very protuding last time, i thought the braces corrected it because my teeth were all pulled back ..when i check the mirror for my side view smile, i realize my chin is VERY protuding..

goodness, how can i ever had a beautiful smile with FAT CHEEKS and protuding chin

xoxo

Ann

Twin me Twin stress

The trial exam is killing me, *slash* SLASH *slash*..i totally saw my account marks jumping off the building after i couldn't balance that HUGE question..i am left with two more torturing day with additional math and physics left for further suicides..

The bee is back! she's going to Singapore this monday/tuesday? This week i'm going to my first facial with her!? XD big smile coz that's my early burpday present..And goodness, after she had permanently work at Singapore, i guess my frequent KL trip will never happen anymore..Haiz, but then, i'll be big enough to go on shopping trips, right? RIGHT?! (Hoping soo  high i fell off my chair)

Goodness, this webcam made my eyebrow looked like crayon SIN CHAN..

This is the second time somebody commented on my eyebrow, saying that it looks like that pantless cartoon figure..Goodness, i seriously need to trim it once i got a chance..it certainly look like a forest..

I've a big mess these days..i'm bloated, i'm full with exam stress prone pimples...my whole face is a total disaster...thank goodness i'm going for a facial..i've been using Kiehl product after my KOSE product ended with a sorry amount in it..what i need is a good facial scrub, i have combination skin, so it's really hard to take care of it..

SO, this is pre-post...wait for me for the major post!

( :

i've still got two days to go..

I wish

I've just been through series and series of various local famous bloggers and they are GORGEOUS..

seeing images afte images of them, i really feel sooooo low in my self-esteeem..

WHY OH WHY ARE THEY SOOOO PRETTY?!!?!?!?!

yes, to be a BEAUTIFUL BLOGGER

you must

1st: OWN A PAIR OF BIG BOGGLING EYES

2nd:had nose that is STICK THIN

3rd: BEAUTIFUL COMPLEXION ON A V-SHAPED FACE

4th: HAIRSTYLES THAT CHANGES EVERYWEEK

5th: WEAR BEAUTFUL CLOTHES

One thing for sure, imma don't have a pair of Boggling eyes that look like through you

mine is mini, and my face is FAT, flabby, like PAU

oh dear, how i wish i can grow up fast, go to college or University so that i can blossom..

YES, blossom into a different person, who knows how to dress herself well, make up to cover up flaws and had the kind of hair i wanted and dream off..

Be patient..

*GRR*

Seeing that my main motive of blogging is to get FAMOUS before i turn 21, i must work on my face to get it bony for my preparation to become the first mini-eye blogger in MALAYSIA?..

HAHA

i've been dreaming too much

but seriously, i HOPE i can make it..

xoxo

Ann

violin disaster

Shame on you-Britney Spears

I've just got back from Violin exam and i am telling you that it is worst than getting your tEETH extract..Goodness, everything turn out sooooooo BADLY with this BRITISH ENGLISH TYPICAL WOMAN who majors in piano

here are all the procedures

1st: My accompaniment teacher couldn't find her notes in the middle of playing

2nd:MY pieces fell off the stand ( thank god it wasn't the one i'm playing at)

3rd: I looose my notes in the middle of playing

4th: I make every scales out of tune

5th: I played major scales instead of minor

6th: the examiner gave me a non-existing dominant scales

7th: I simply shoot answers for Aural Test

8th: I broke my voice while singing =.=''as usual

9th: I didn't know how to describe the song so i stuttered

10th: She gave me a very very supersonic high sight reading and expect me to play it within 30 seconds

11: this BRITISH EXAMINER DIDN"T SMILE AT ME

So i can predict my score for my final exam marks..130-150 for DISTINCTION..in my whole life through i only manage to get 130 twice ...

120-129 for MERITS

100-119 for PASS (consider myself VERY lucky if i manage to hit 100)

ooh, and i wanted to tell the examiner that i'll be seeing her on the 17th again, but better not because she would prepare for the worst

xoxo

Ann

I hate you, BRAINLESS (Yes, it's YOU!)

Let me see you fall down, get cursed and be unlucky forever!

Let me see you get sorry towards your life, let you remorse over your actions!

LET ME SEE how KARMA work wonders over your life!!

YOu don't know your sins, but god knows..

JUst wait, WAIT, you...you...

I want to swear, yet my squeky clean blog had never been contaminated by swear words YET

DON"T PUSH ME TO USE IT!

Some people would say that 'THIS IS ME! I AM WHO I AM" ..then good, continue being yourself and nobody will LIKE you..i've changed, i know my sins, i know my faults, i corrected it..being hated is not a very pleasant thing to feel about..

i guess you really LIKE being hate, that's why you go on breaking down people's trust..

YOu make us distrust you and now, you'll get it..

GOD KNOWS

She is not afraid, i guess she doesn't believe in god..SHE had no morality, that's why she never had second thought before she do anything..i do know how to repent, i do know how to know what's right and wrong, and you don't know..

You never know, but let me remind you, whenever things go out completely wrong , you must know, that is what YOU DESERVE

so yeah, this is my post for you, BIG B**BS WITH NO BRAIN..

the saying is always true..

next time think of god,

believe in karma

if you don't

there'll be loads of misfortune happenings..

i ain't cursing, i am advicing and indirectly setting a BIG WARNING SIGN on your spotlight

MIND YOUR OWN BUSSINESS!

thick face, dumb blonde

xoxo

Ann

More MORE MORE

More photos coming up after three weeks! PLEASE BE PATIENT!!

i'm sorry i can't upload more , because it's nearly bedtime now and this computer is SOOO SLOW.it use to be ultra fast, but it's more like a slowpoke

More photos guys, wait for it for another three weeks! Come and visit agian!

i'll be having my trial exam, violin exam, and piano exam all in these three weeks..

xoxo

Ann

My first Photoshoot!

lace Knitted top: Knit & co

Legging: frm HK

Shoe: Frm Sungei Wang, KL

Headband: From KL

Violin: from europe

Mummy ask her friend to photograph me and we had chosen this jogging ground as our photoshooting session..trust me, it isn't that comfortable at all..i've need to change in mummy's car which is soooo small and compact that i sweat all over with my make up melting and my hair undone..

goodness, i wonder how those model photoshoot without any flaws on their photos..

This lace top is very detailed and mummy bought it for MY EARLY birthday gift..yes, it is very costly, i had never heard of that brand either, but it's from JAPAN and it's a knitwear with a box sewn on the left shoulder..VERY english-like

it's pretty akward..there's people watching over you thinking what the dumbzeldee am i doing over there..Good gracious, and i feel a bit embarassed infront of mummy's friend..

*blush*

It turn out pretty exhausting after all, pose here and there until i didn't know what else to do..your facial expression changes, your body language shows and it turn out into a dumbzeldee?

i've just noticed that i had never snap any pictures with my violin..so this is epic! EPIC..

oh yeah, just for my own reminder..i had only four days left till my VIOLIN exam..

i had no confident, because i am NOT prepared..

xoxo

Ann