Colours of the wind

The time of our life- B.E.P

Sorry guys, for the two weeks absent of *no photos* post..i left my camera cable at the other house...lol =.='

so these are all the memorable pictures...at Annick's house...as you can see, that hairy arm right there is not Hairy Potter..

Don't i look tall ....

Oh yes, did i mention we watched Pirahna over there..? gosh, when it reaches the climax, some SMART girl went to off it...and BAM! ..

there wasn't an explosion...

Right, today 21/11/10 ..

i met Annick right opposite AS MAll..at all places..she was yelling my name when i was trying to explain to my clueless parents what Harry Potter is all about..then i saw one brown figure with the hand clamping like Mr Krab in Spongebob's cartoon...har! Annick's signature move...the hand clamping..

waiting with a very very long neck to go for a holiday..

but it never come..

c'mon..at least just bring me to penang..

i won't fuss..

xoxo

Ann



Dream List

Love the way you lie-Part Two

Lee Min Ho!!!!!!

i LOVE YOU!!!!!

latest obsession: lee Min Ho

it took a billion sticks for me to get attracted to korean guys who obviously gone through plastic surgery.,.

but..

I CAN"T HELP IT

He sings too...

So that's explain why i'm verbally attracted to

guys who sing, musically inclined and what so ever

anybody who are living under the rock

you can find him acting in Boys over Flowers..

AARGH!!!

Ed Westwick,...SHOO!!

xoxo

Ann

Dear NickY

Cute Little Thing <3



I remember those days where you came by
giving words of advice to say goodbye
though it's all so long and firm
i got what you need to say
though you always go on and on and on
sumtimes i didn't like the way u talk (sorry arh! XD)
bt that's just what makes you the real you
so lets walk

*you're gone too soon
 and i will give you the moon
 to make you remember me all night
 don't you ever let me go, go
 you cute little thing
 You're gone
  leavin me alone
 please don't ever forget me though
 keep this always in your heart, heart
 you cute little thing x4*

pinky face with a smile
but still fragile
poking me when you're bored
and i will freeze
though it's only a year
that i know you my dear
could it be the last?
(repeat chorus)

Dear Annick,
i read your letter the day you thought i was leavin
you took me as one of your besties
it's a huge pride to be one
and i shall say, you are also my bestie
though i can't be compare to Nina ..
our memories together are too many to be listed
please take care of yourself
please never never forget me
I love u

xoxo
Ann
Twin Name

Rainbow

Original song, melody and lyrics are pure original..

I'm giving you the green lights sunnygirlss0

But please agreed with the terms and conditions

credits and copyrights must be taken seriously

hope you guys will BERJAYA!!

Verse one

I felt my vision shattered when you came in view

you change my life and give me turning point that's new

i pop a question thinking what it's gonna be

look at me

i feel the weight that you have put into my life

i wonder how did i live on and still survive

all the colours that you show just meant a lot

that's my thought

chorus*

I walk into a rainbow

you shine so bright in seven glow

i struck my chords just to know

you, oh, oh

i turn the colours in white

the only black dot is you

i wish it stay the same all night

dream, oh, oh

Verse two

The grass patch everywhere are not just like you

you're the gold at the end of the rainbow

a space between you and me never seem to hold

will it last?

shove me up into a pot of lovey luck

a treasure doesn't mean it had to be so dark

underneath i saw a potrait of your face

who are you?

(Repeat Chorus)

bridge#

i walk into a rainbow

i walk into a dark road

a place where i could breathe old

hold...owoo oh oh...

(repeat chorus)

written by

Ann Tan

26/5/10

I NEED YOU!

Comments!!!

There's this group of 16 years old girls...

3 chinese, 2 malays..they're going to 'buy' my song

called 'Rainbow'..

they sent me 5 messages...and obviously i didn't reply coz i didn't online for 2 weeks

they had took my song, adding k-pop beats and even added a rap part into it..

a company wanted to help them aired their first debut in the radio..

and they said if it's okay, they wanted to take my song and give me a part of their share

what i am afraid is that, if i give them the green lights...

they didn't give me any credits..

they might tell everyone that this is THEIR song...

and i respect my song...it's hard to come up a nice melody these days..

am i going to waste it by selling it off?

On the other hand, i just wish my song could be heard

it's a pity count at youtube..

so should i publisize it? or...????

argh..

here's the song...but please don't judge my singing, because it's horrible..

but judge the melody..

Manese

Deciphering me...



Anugerah Cemerlang Nilam...3/5/10

Ann as pianist, choir member and violinist...

don't wanna talk about that..soo...back to my life..

about the Langkawi trip that i had been anticipating all my life...it is like i had NOT expected..

CANCELLED!

like i said, don't imagine too much, those things will never happen...it was a huge dissappointment..and i never want to plan anything anymore..such dismay! they don't know how much it meant to me..it took five cauldrons of truth and  promises to get my parent's approval...but they allow without any note of pinky swear! and the reason to cancel this trip is because of INdonesia's stupid valcano erruption and they're afraid of earthquakes and soo on...okok...safety first..but..haiz, i don't think i wanna talk much about it...

I HATED IT

It took me one week to get over it...

Anybody's a spongebob squarepant's fan? anybody? i atcually set the alarm 5.00 pm in order to crawl myself up and watch the cartoon..i dont think i like Patrick the Stupid Starfish any more because the more i see him, the dumber he gets and when people do things to the extend where a retards are way better...that starfish is really getting on my nerve..the only serious and non-mental is SQUIDWARD!!! who doesn't wear any pants...love that green octopus...

Chiu Yee cut a really amazing Ed Westwick poster which emphasize his face...O000

Jia Wen splurt out a whole mouthful of water right behind me today..

Xin Ning wanted to wear heels during Annick's farewell party

Annick told me about a book which i forget...

Sandy's hair today is like a fountain instead of a tree

Dar and i love Ed and love watching Spongebob's cartoon

We played poker using monopoly money

Jia Wen owe me $20,000

I had started a  habbit calling Ms Chiu Yee...SExy

Sis had just got an invitation to her Convo at Birmingham.dad joked that we may be going but that's completely not true..my sis ate up almost everything we had...and right nw she's celebrating her year anniversary with her bf at England...Jealous...they're going scotland and i'm stuck here living in poverty...how dare she!

Damn it..this computer is SLOW...

I had skipped one week of blog and yet, i couldn't find anything to write..

each time things happen, a mark stepped right into my head, making sure that i jot it down the first thing i online..but right now..it's a complete blank because of some youtubers shocking me..

I'm suddenly obsessed over ribbons...i don't like black ribbons because it can't be seen..and out of a sudden i think hairbands are really old pin up...so , i guess i change my point of view and focus of ribbons instead..those that comes with hair bands.. and yeah, i really need to get myself a slip on shoes...i used to wear my sis's ipanema, and i regretted rejecting the grey one..now she's having the gold one and i have no idea where's the grey one

and right now..i haven't the slightest clue what i'm writing

Oh yeah! i should talk about EXAM RESULT! they miscalculate my mark for a whole 110 marks different! add math 11 marks?? you must be kidding me....Account 28 marks?? this is horrible..! it's either the computer or the teacher didn't get enough sleep...i wasn't at all pleased about my physics and chemistry...i half expected physics to turn out that mark but Chemistry??? oh god...

thank goodness i pull up moral...

and it is a miracle i passed chinese...for paper 1, i got 10/80....i didn't expect any hope for it either...but then i pass..hohoho...

not going to school till Tuesday..!Today, boring...my stupid sickness come back again after a two month absent...those fatigueness and dizziness...ergH! my mood is horrible..don't mess with me...and yes, i admit i become a bit of mental, humming (not humming..screeching) all sorts of songs and trying to sound out of tune as possible...sorry for the noise pollution i did this morning...it's the only way to keep that bad omen away..

mum started feeding me with things..she always suspect that i didn't eat much...but i was all full up...so i drink, eat , drink and the multivits exist again...ergh..

My oh my, this post is going to be VERY VERY long...

Choir members

Mizz Nina with an epic moment behind her

Another year going to the thrash again..any suggestion how i would transform myself when school reopens? I do not like to be the same girl each year...though attitude cannot be changed...i try to be more mature...

Gimme a break..i need some drama to break up the blog !

Wei Ying in a 'cage'

All my novels

Gone...

All my magazines

Gone...

All my clothes

Still there

XD

xoxo

Ann

Old News New News

beautiful Disaster

Daddy at the gate

it happen 5 years ago and 18 years ago..so the house atcually survive a three times flood..

which is a miracle..it started last Tuesday..that night, dad took mum and me around the housing area to see if the flood rumours are said to be true..Nothing! totally no water except the drain larh..so the next morning..tu-dioh, Taman Asas already flood knee deep..the area where we just saw within 24 hours already soak inside the mud...

                 Before

As quick as possible, we raise everything we could...then we pack and leave the house to Jitra..(don't laugh) I know it's the prone area for floods but my another house was build on very high land and surprisingly, the whole housing estate is as dry as salted fish..the only problem is..how to get there? The highway, is like a huge lake...the airport road is like a huge river...so instead of a 15 minutes drive to Jitra, we took another road along to perlis and cut through a hinterland...water is everywhere around us..gushing through like waves..and the road is so narrow..just one slight misdrive and i can barely open my eyes to watch.

and this is what we saw along the way...erm...don't just stare at the naked men..look around..

so yeah, we're safe at the house..with LOADS of food and water...Goodness, i spent the whole day at the attic watching Gossip Girl, Tornado, Spiderwick, Resident Evil: Afterlife, Harry Potter 1,2,3,4,5, (6 is currently unavailable becoz dats the only movie i consider S-U-C-K)

and yes, i watch, eat sleep and bang on the malfunctioning keyboard...(did i mention the shampoo and conditioner my mum bought over there is amazin?) so you can imagine me washing my hair while my house back in AS is soak in muddy water.

Dad went back before us..he went back when the neighbors phone to tell that the water is rising up...he couldn't drive through any road anymore..so he hitch a ride with the lorry and walked into the housing estate...NOBODY is outside nor i think alive...he was the only one there coz it's almost night...he saw the poor stray dog swimming the waist deep water...that dog was trying to find dry land..imagine how happy that dog was when he saw my father (a sign of living) and he paddle through and my dad shoo it away...there's no dry land for him to provide that poor fellow...

my house went in about one feet...even my piano which was raised by TWO HUge bricks couldn't escape that water...so...after the aftermath, guess what? The whole house stinks..

it's like the whole Taman Golf people just puke into my house...and oh..they had kitty litter for dinner too..

Every where is like a MESS...the mud stains on everything and my lower shelves are all coated with chocolate flavour marshmallows and honey ...EEw...it smells so bad i've lost a year appetite of food..

ignore my fleshy legs...here's how the water decolourise my furniture..

so yeah, right now my house is still stack up like someone had just raided in with nine hundreds of terrorist guns...they say it's going to happen again. but they did not specify when ...so everything is in everywhere...my clothes is in the kitchen, the living room, the piano, the bedroom, the hall way the...oh no, it's not in the bathroom...

My poor chairs..

five days war...

so...anybody wanna come to house ?

i've got loads of brooms and mops for y'all..

XD

xoxo

ANN

Mega List..

Need you-Travie McCoy..
Just check the hotel for 11-13th Nov trip...they had the longest swimming pool, with waves and slides...but reviews shows that hotel is not well-maintaned and breakfast variety is horrible...but they compliment that the swimming pool is aweSOME....sooo...here's my list

1. 5 Tops (include T-shirt, racerback, blouses, whatever crap that are eligible to wear)
2. 3 shorts
3. 1 maxi beach dress (it's rainbow in colour XD)
4. flip flop
5. sunblock
6. 2 suits of sleepwear
7. 2 swimsuit
8. 1 cap
9. 1 mum's bonnet
10. darling pillow
11. hairbands, anklet, and earrings
12. cleanser,moisturizer,toothbrush,toothpaste, c2p retainer.....
13. CAMERA!!!! (vital to bring!)
14. ipod..
15. UNO
16. and a poster of Ed Westwick....(mwahaha..jk)

WEARING : 1 knee length casual comfy black pants with ribbons...(eerrr girly)
                       grey blouse with chains...
                       sneakers for comfy sake
                      
Bringing: 1 luggage
                 1 ultra mini sling bag...

                                                         xoxo
                                                        ANN

Fake eye

Waiting for the end- Linkin park (MUST HEAR!!)

They wander what would i look like with double eye lids..so here it is...

looks 'NOT ME'...maybe i should impersonate another person...maybe i should have another name..maybe i should lie about my age..maybe i should...

okay, maybe i should just shut up... :x

Side headshot

I'm going to my first trip with friends at Langkawi XD XD...though it's only langkawi..what is there to see i wonder...erm..sand..beaches...trees..and oh yeah...a lot of H2O..thank you thank you mummy for lettin me go ...only drama team members allowed! so there will be Jia Wen, Ning,Annick, Azeerah, Amal, Sandee, Chze Yan and Cikgu Sally...

i can only imagine myself snapping pichaz after pictures of me me photo..i'm sooo self conceited...=.=''

I asked Sandy to bring 'Pirahna' to watch for night movies..but unfortunately, we changed the hotel so there's no DVD player available..it's another 14 days, but we kept talking about it..i think i AM the only one talking..

Ann: what will you wear on the first day?

Ann: Do you think i should bring a handbag?

Ann: What kind of swimsuits are you wearing?

Ann: How much will you bring?

Ann: do you think i should wear a hat that is big enough to put fruits in it?

Ann: How many sunblocks are you taking..?

Ann: What will you eat?

Ann: Don't kick me at night...!

This bear is faceless!!!!

Can't blame me, i have never go to a trip with friends before..so it's normal for me to react like that, right ?? right????? Even though it's a school trip with a teacher, well, it's with my friends! Friends that i can atcually enjoy talking to without bothering how much saliva i splat on them... Friends that i can rely on that they will never put me astray..friends that atcually accept me as their own friend! and it's going to be the last trip i spend with dear Annick..

ha..let's not get to the sad part,...

T.T

ED WESTWICK...

I must not keep my hopes too high..they say comfirm already, but somehow..suddenly things will happen out of a sudden..it always happen..If you plan things ahead, nothing can come true..

SO STOP IMAGINING!

...

(after five seconds)

i'm still imagining..

oh mum, thank you so much! i promise promise to be a good good good girl!!!!

xoxo

ANN

ps: amal and me co-wrote a song about lady gaga..

the only line i remember is

'her grey hair looks like my grandma'

Technicolour

Not Alone-Linkin Park

Guess what happen today? mum didn't have school today so she received one sickening phone call of a boy crying for help... "help me...help me..." in chinese..she was really panic because my brother's voice sounded like him...the only thing weird is he never speak to us in chinese..but what do you expect my mum to do?

so it was a kidnapped case...A FAUX kidnap case..the 'kidnapper' demanded my mum to bank in Rm50,000 dollars to released my 'brother'..he warned her not to close down the phone or else my 'brother' will be dead..

so my mum tell the man that she had to change..she left the phone on in the bedroom and rush to phone my dad...he just answered calmly..by the time my mum wanted to rush off to the bank because the stupid con guy kept pestering her...my dad came back just in time and took the phone from her..(The conversation is all in chinese)

Dad: eh, you better say properly ..i just phone my son and he's alright..you better say properly, i'm going to report to the police...

*phone disconnected*

Dad told my mum that my aunt always get the same phone call so he was not surprise..better still, the 'kidnapper' said to my aunt:

Con kidnapper: i have your son in my hands now...you don't give me your money, i'll kill him

Aunt: hahahaha, i don't even have a son..

good job eh? we went to report to the police..and yes, everybody did laugh at my mum..

thank god my dear brother is okay..he was atcaully busy to even reply any of us, so he didn't answer his phone..and went my mum relate all the incident to his friend..his friend alerted the whole army base and yes, everybody were called in ....EVERYBODY in the army base were called in, it's like my bro had just step drop one screw from a plane...

so to people out there who are gullible and erm...blonde in colour..

please think twice..

The catch? my bro don't speak mandarin to us..

so ...

don't be fooled..

xoxo

ANN

*sigh*

I Love British guy...

I wish i can be Gossip Girl Rich

Ed Westwick...You're still hot....

xoxo

Ann

Salted Dreams

DEAR FAMOUS...



Another brief modeling..

I don't like sour faces..I want FUN..and please don't say i'm a sourplum myself..i am born that way with my mouth upsidedown...so i want everyone to be happy...unless if you got a really huge problem like breaking up with your beau or something, i totally understand it..

But please, if there's no itsy bitsy problem,..give me a wide full smile without minding your yellow teeth ..

I realize people blog in varies..there are some kind of genre which you can identify when you read other blogs..and now i post a question about how people would read my blog..so far, i can never write short post, or write those quotes about daily life where you never put the subject in to make it sound like a story...mine? my blog always had a theme..a certain signature post where pictures come first, and post come next and pictures and post and pictures and post and...(did i talk too much? oops..)

Quotes aren't my favourite ..i just love to type about stuff that make people laugh on their toilet seats ..stuff like everybody was so shock to look at her, it was as if she had just deliver a baby out of nowhere...

geddit??

Please don't mock at me at my childish unrealistic hopes and dreams..

Ann wants to be really famous before she reaches 21..

well in a good way of course..i don't wanna end up infront of the newspaper wearing only a gunnysack to cause an issue of indecency...

My goal was to reach 100 followers in my blog..which is really really fat chance, since i don't get to publisize myself up in social websites or hang out with computer freakos..

If that doesn't work out, i hope my video watchers at Youtube will reach at least 10, 000 to earn me a pride moment..right now i'm betting on my 'all the right moves' video which is hiking up to 5,080 viewers...the only hope so far...

and yes, i want my own album...i don't care if it's homegrown..as long as there's a CD with my song, i'll be delighted like a small kid with a pacifier..

But my main goal is to a famous blogger..go on, laugh your head off before Santa comes along with an axe..seriously, they get to go conventions, meeting, annual events and so on, wearing bizarre clothes that empty my appetite..

hungry.,..

Joke of the day, somebody is matchmaking me.

Now do you regret what you plan to do?

don't take back your words..XD

Exam's over and school will be even boring at home..right, i've been spending the whole day trying to play the piano with my toes..(have you watch the video where the china man  played the piano with both his feet within four years?) ha.maybe i should even consider playing the violin with my feet..(that would happen if one patch of the sky falls down)

my first option for my career: Audio Engineer/composer (Sound making )

Second option: Broadcasting/mass com

Third option: any suggestion?

I've been thinking of adding a few labels to my blog...maybe i should wrote an online novel, i'm writing one at the moment in my hardcover book..it will never complete with my bare hands...

or maybe i should write a review on everything that i used, i watched and read? how about that? well, just saying, not that i atcually wanted to do that..so many post in one day? i'm only allow four hours a day to online...

Favourite Reality TV SHow: America's next top model..

o'hail to the contestants..

go 2 hell, Tyra Banks..

xoxo

ANN 

Vegetable Crawl

PERFECT NIGHTMARE

PEANUT SLAB

Goodness, the study hibernation ended with mere frusration..I didn't know what i had put myself into by choosing to write 'literature in malay helps to ponder the love of literacy among students' for my malay essay..Nobody in the right mind would have pick that title for an essay...well unless you're as weird as me..i started writing about the principle's of Herodotus which doesn't make sense because he's the father of history..

Chinese? Thank god it still looks like Japanese to me...

So, the only thing memorable that happened last week was my violin teacher lecturing me about satan..i let him hear bad romance from lady gaga, thinking that he will surely got on his feet and dance like Britney Spears..too bad, he didnt...instead, he started saying that he wasn't too open minded for this and started saying that this bad influence song came from hell, whispered by satan into the singer's ear...

FOR GOD"S SAKE...you want me to believe that LAdy GAGA salute the devil and started writing songs about man and love? EXCUSE ME, this song is everywhere!!.not all of them started banging their heads againts each other after listening to that song...

It is such a pity..a man that handsome with a touch of Johnny Depp's famous face could be sooooooooooooo religious inclined till he had never even heard of the oldies called 'My Way..'

Well, so much for a performance..

i decided to go Disney by playing Michael Jackson's song Rockin' Robin..

no harm right?