Friday, April 30, 2010

OMG!!!!

I CAN"T GET OVER ZARA!!!!
SOMEBODY PLEASE CALL THE DOCTOR FOR ME

Okay, okay, i just went shopping..and i walked past Zara.( i've heard and read of it, but i thought it supplies clothes for older girls..so typically, i never walk into it bfore)..i was like OMG OMG OMG..the shop had like the coolest dress i want to wear, long singlet, denim high waist skirt (which i was drooling over it), studded hEeLS!! (My essential food)


Gosh...why is KL killing me with all these 'foods'..
Don't they want me to be slick thin enough to pass a barrier?
i passed, Kitschen? *hungry* i passed forever 21, *hungrier* and then i stumble onto Zara and i nearly died of starvation..
thats because i didnt bring enough cash to fill my hunger..

LOLZ!!do you know how hungry i could be???
OMG...such a suspend...here's some dresses i love to post up ..whenever i'm feeling frusrated, depressed or whatever shit..i just look at clothes and it heals..

I know this is soooo last year...but it's soooo sweet!!!



NOW IM TOTALLY HUNGRY

XOXO
ANN

Thursday, April 29, 2010

blah blah blah

Current mood:
FRUSRATED
Current obsession:
Over a piece of wood
Current flavour:
Cookies and Cream
Current song:
Nothin on you, by B.O.B
Current original song:
By the window (re-edited)
Current instruments:
Drum
Current best friend:
Chiu Yee
Current event:
My mum's school speech day..(gonna play Bad Romance for them) GLEE
Current anticipation:
My sister's coming back tomorrow! Ole! MORE CLOTHES!!!
Current healer:
Music and shopping
Current brand:
FOREVER 21
Current local brand:
PAPERDOLL
Current status:
SINGLE
Current dislike:
Everything
Current Question:
Are you happy?
Current weight:
40kg (89 pounds)
Current height:
157cm
Current face expression:
A FROWN
Current heart beat:
Super fast

WHAT I HAVE FOr MY MEAL?
BREAKFAST: A PIECE OF WHOLEMEAL BREAD
LUNCH: CEREAL
DINNER: HALF A PLATE OF NOODLES

I Don't know how to feel hungry anymore..
i don't know why..
i don't eat anything at all..

2nd Edition: DON"T RUN..ORIGINAL SONG..
please watch

LYRICS

i hug onto something cold
i never feel this before
i look down and its your heart
coz it's worn out tryin to get a life

your heart gave me a stare
it shook and run away
i chase it everywhere
and it pull a face and run away

*don't run Don't run
your living heart is all mine, all mine
even though your heart sprouts golden wings
please fly back to me
i said please don't run don't run
i feel the beat of your heart inside mine
even though it stop beatin sometime
but i know it will be back*

where's my heart i gave you ago
is it still living old?
you said you keep it cold
as you dump the whole thing in a fridge

sorry i can't do much
i don't want to hold a grudge
please give my heart back
and we start another thing to hold
(Go chorus*)

Bridge:
One day, your heart came back
it told me that it misses me
i shed a lot of tears
as you gave my heart back
you told me that you don't want to hurt it
and i left my heart and you left yours
they love each other
and they ran ..away..



ORIGINAL SONG : SAD SONG
this was last year's song..

LYRICS

baby it's so hard to breathe
when you talking things that i can't see
your eyes are looking at me now
those nose, those ears, that tiny mouth

you try to speak but i can't hear
coz there's a major blockage in my ear
before i know it, end is here
i stood and look at you in fear

*And then i
sing a sad song,
longing for another
sad song,
that comes with another
sad song,
that ends with another
sad song* (X2)

Baby you are hurting  me
when you're talking things that i can't see
those words were really cold and clear
those nudge, those blink, those little fear

maybe you were right this time,
when you give me words that isn't fine
it's time to let it go and i
will never try to follow you..

writen by
Ann 2008




Tuesday, April 27, 2010

LOVE!!!

AMUSING? HAHAHAHA !!! PLEASE WATCH!! MY SCHOOL CHOIR PRACTICE


XOXO
RECENTLY...


IT's ANTIQUE, BABE..U gotta KISS it BEFORE it's GONE
IN PROGRESS ..THIS IS WHAT HAPPEN IN MY ROOM EVERY EVENING..

  • I will go extremely crazy over my own name "ANN"..if i ever walk past any thing that had 'ANN" printed on it..make sure you're nt walking beside me..i'll be GAGAGOOIng..

  • DO NOT CALL ME "WEI ANN" OR "WEI YAN" I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE I DO NOT BELONG TO THOSE NAMES ANYMORE..OOPZ..
Wood loves..dark chocolate...Ann loves White Chocolate
Wood thinks GAGA is a noise pollution...Ann thinks GAGA is a GENIUS..
so practically, im not a wood..


xoxo
ANN

MEET HAPPY XD

GUYs, meet my new dog, a miniature poodle!!
XD
Just 1 month old..name HAPPY..which unfortunately, isnt that happy..
LOLX

MEOW?

ROAR XZXZ


GAGA...i should name the dog GAGA instead..haha

XOXO
ANN

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Mood: Random

Since i do not own any facebook/flickr to upload my pichaz..
Don't complain how thick my skin is to upload this..

UNEDITTED..
Mama's projector camera



Messy.curl.uneditted..

I love dim light...my room is filled with dim light, so its like the best place to just snap some pichaz.

what i have for lunch:
 Beancurd+Gingko+Barley+Corn=
YUCK

FINISHED: YVES ROCHER'sPURE CAMILLE VISAGE
cleanser, toner and moisturizer..(Currently in the dustbin)
GBYE!!!

xoxo
Ann

PROUD

I COULDN"T STOP GLEE-ING the MOMENT I GOT THIS!!!!
weird thing is..i didnt even go to the audition..

I didnt know what letter it was, so i tore it like it was my exam paper..regret after knowing what it was..

VERY SAD!!! I CAN"T GO!!! IT's a SIX Day TRip, and they want you to pay RM 10,980..they got some sponsor so i must have RM 8,980 for the whole thing..
SIX DAY, and i have to pay RM8,980? My sister had already swallow all my father's money ady..
sad..it's like once in a lifetime..
after this..who knows you can get it again?
sob..

haiz..

xoxo
Ann
                          

Anugerah Cemerlang Convent Alor Star

Oh yeah, it's finally over
and it turn out awful..

Okay, first problem was my shoes...it's CLARK's shoe for god's sake..how can it hurt you if it's CLARK's shoe????? I ended up walking like some shark had just bit my toe, and you can see how deep the blister is...Ouch..

Second prob...i almost MISS Choir..I don't know what happen, but MDM CHUA came shouting my name, saying it's an emergency and brought me to the other side of the hall..she said there's a few technical probs..and want me to play the piano AGAIN..har? how can i play the piano when i'm suppose to be IN LINE with the CHOIR on STAGE??? I ran like mad when she said i can go already..the whole team were already up on stage..i was like deciding should i go up and join them, or just stay where i am..LOLZ..

21 guns were out of timing..and i was practically sulking trough the song..there's no feel in it..it's worst then practice..and my pink panther octave higher is totally out of tune..

but who wants to be pessimist? we had really great time..snapping loads of pichaz..
Me and SuYin..(Whoever snap this photo, i wanna thank her very very much, it's a very good angle..)

Joe Zhen..lolx...thanks for showing your legs...

From top left, Yee Ping, Amal, JoeZhen and SUNAree..XD (we're waiting for all the girls to doll themselves up..so bored.)
Me, Sir Chan and Janice..Mr Chan look sooooo scary right? purposely de..

Our school electric guitar adn Yee Ping's sexy white guitar..

One whole troop of us, symphony in black, while choir in traditional clothes..
from left (me, sunaree(background) Jor Shin, Jan, Yee ping, Hazel(background)Sir Chan, K.JoeZhen, suYin, JiaWen and WeiYing)

Me, Mdm Chua (our mother XD) and SuyIn.


Me and Sharon...she can be a model ady..

adorable little troop..Mdm chua, Wei Ying, SuYin and Vern..


NOT CHANGING SCHOOL ANYMORE
GOT ANOTHER YEAR OF ANUGERAH CEMERLANG
WOO HOO
as i say, i can't resist music, choral speaking and friends

xoxo
Ann

Thursday, April 15, 2010

HAPPY

Please take note..
the guitar you're going to see
is almost twenty-something years old
GLEE
OKAY, PLEASE IGNORE MY STUPID SLEEPY FACE

I'm deeply touch because at school, they kept playing my song..
'DOn't run, Don't run..your living heart is...all mine all mine.."
it feels different when you hear other people singing your song, playing your song on the guitar..i feel sooo proud..

Some can't believe it's my original song..
i was like almost FFFswearing them in my head..
it's my song.. and my LAME lyrics..and i believe in copyrights..
If i ever copy any melody in this song..
it means i will disgrace music..
how could i DISGRACE music when i'm deeply in LOVE with it?

I have stop writing songs after that bombshell song..
hoping that one day,..a melody would pop out and ring my doorbell..

and oh yeah!! I invented something..I used the violin as a guitar..figuring the chords myself, i make violin adaptable for guitar chords..
GLEE

xoxo
Ann



Moody

BLOODY FFFF
im feeling like i dont wanna leave school anymore
People are treating me soooo god damn nice
School is moving so swiftly
and then some rumours spread out to my mum saying that i'm misbehavin at school
and i was like
FFF???
DID I EVER??

If this things DO happen, i wouldnt ask for any transfer in the first place..
GOD SAKE, do you trust rumours..or your daughter? ASK THE TEACHER AROUND MY SCHOOL!!! they'll be telling you, im busy rehearsing for this ANUGERAH CEMERLANG..not doing things i SHOULD not be DOING..

this time...it's too much..im going to my mum's school because she thought im doing something..not at my own will..i just agreed because i HATED each time they DO NOT TRUST ME..
i wonder what would happen after i go there..
will they give me my freedom back? or nothing would have change?
so what's the use of changing school anyway? If i don't get what i seriously need
i just found out that if i want to study AUDIO ENGINEERING
i seriously need PHYSIC

Haiz...what to do..
okay, skip this frusrating part..
let's talk about me and my braces
GLEE
i've been wearing it for 3 yrs now..
wearing it, i'm used of the sarcastic mocks and jokes about my braces
some call it 'PAGAR" (Fences) , some call it METAL..
and this year, i'll be taking it off..
sooo sad..
but on the other hand im soooo excited...to atcually see my teeth again

i am known of my signature smile..which is GLEE-ing (not in this pic)
it somehow looks like someone had just place piano keys all over my mouth and i couldnt close it
so, if i'm gone one day, please remember my signature smile..
ha..


xoxo
ANN


Gbye teacher!!!

 Gbye, my Chemistry Teacher!!!
Ms Nabilah!!
okay, she's 24 yrs old, trainee teacher who had a husband that looks like Pitbull
(Seriously)
And today is her last day..and too bad..i got some rehearsal going on downstair, i didnt get to enjoy the party ..LOLZ!!!sooo sad..but i manage to ate my mash potatoes, and snap some random pichaz of her
Do you know that if she's gone, the other Chemistry teacher would continue to teach us back? Do you know how disasterous it could be?? She'll be saying "molecool MoLECOOL"
urgh..Ms Nabilah..
even though, i dont usually attend Chemistry classes (because of the practices) i really think you're the one that pull our Chemistry grades up..


Hehe, Leng lui Jia Wen...caught a candid shot of you..bluek
Lolz...Xin Ning..our vice-monitor of the class

This girl is SUPER pretty..and SUPER cute..yet, she's SUPER quiet too..
so, practically, we didnt socialize well..haha

So now, back to normal, Chemistry class will be dead boring..
but i will not be sleeping because i will be laughing my head off..
listening to this old teacher talking about "MOLECOOL MOLECOOL" instead of molecule..

gosh..
this is SUPER hard

xoxo
Ann

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

What happen?

I think as time gets faster..
im feeling better too..
because i found my healer
that is being ignorance..
and everything will not hurt me
anymore..
(HA, some stupid quote)

Just yesterday Angie (my dear godsister) took my smartcard(school's student card, which is in a state where it looks like it  had just fell into the toilet bowl) and told me that she wants to keep it as a remembrance..
HOW touching..sob sob..
and then she fed me (yes, like i'm still in diapers) today because she say there will never be anymore chances next time since i'm going off..next week? Sob..im still having second thoughts..i need to tell my mum that i suddenly feel like i don't wanna leave school.

Annick came to school at last..
she's soo neat and tidy because her fringe was pinned up..
but very fatigue..i'm sooo afraid if i touch her, she would just fall...
DUDE, WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU FOR THE PAST THREE WEEKS???
I'm sooo glad i was the first one that saw her get off the car with her mum
I gave her a big hug..
but then she went home after an hour? because she was too sick..Awh..when wil she be  back to school like her usual days? It's like she never exist in this school anymore..
.I wish you the best of luck, Get WELL SOON, and don't let the ants bite you..

I just found out one incredible way to make you feel happy even though you feel like breaking someone's neck or cry buckets..

Attitude 101-being ignorant
and you'll be lucky enough
to live your day till tomorrow..

I don't give a damn of that FFF thing..
and i don't give a FFFF of that FFF thing..

to me..
Shopping and music heals my mood
ignorance is my new best friend
i only choose that when i am bound to something i do not want to hear or see

xoxo
ANN








Sunday, April 11, 2010

Suggestion??

Should i or should i not?
change school??
HELP ME!!
AARGH!!!!


Thursday, April 8, 2010

Shopping Spree

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO GO shopping!
Oh seriously, shopping is essential for a shopaholic like me..
i could write in my BOOK of REcords that i haven't been shopping for the past ONE month??
What am i? Flinstone's Daughter?

I miss Bukit Bintang at KL..i used to go there last year every holiday..
MAIN REASON? TO SHOP!!!!
The shopping spree of KL..i've know every nooks and corner over there..
By staying at Bukit Bintang..i could go FIVE shopping centres there just by walking..
(Yes, WALK as in like...by foot)


Sungei Wang will be the first step...that's like a TEENAGE GALORE over there...i'll be soooo HUNGRY..practically all my clothes seem to be from there..You will meet people as young as your little sister that dresses up like she's twenty-one..You will meet weird people, the one working is as young as thirteen, everywhere you go, all the teenagers will be walking all over you..New fashion trends start from there..They took up Taiwan and Japan fastest trends..SAVE you budget..because you don't need to have loads of money to get in their store..I MISS SUNGEI WANG!! HUNGRY HUNGRY...

From Sungei Wang, i would walk over to Time Square...by crossing the bridge over the main road..after Metrojaya closed down, my mum do not like Time Square anymore...but my generation kind of stores is still living..besides there's one branch of weird store call 'I-SOCKS' which had four branches spreading all over Time Square..they are BONDAGE kind of WEIrd people selling WEIRD clothes where you normally see it in COSPLAY..bt in a GOTH way? They had even two shop lot where they do it like a musuem..ONLY MEMBERS ALLOWED..everytime my sister and i walked past there, we would peep in to see how the workers are wearing..CHAINS, SKUlls, FISHNETS and lots of scary peices..i remember once i went in one of their shops to buy a pair of leggings..the salesgirl hair was like YELLOW in colour? her fishnets had holes, she had a stud on her nose and she wore socks over her fishnets..i was terrified, the whole shop was like SUPER DARK with a hint of green light beeping on the ceiling..gosh..But i spend most of my time at BORDERS dumping my nose in magazines and novels and songbooks and manga and general books...and oh yeah, most of the movies i watched, i watch it at Time Square too..gosh...I MISS TIME SQUARE!!

Ok, after Time Square..walk back to Sungei Wang and from there, just hop next door to Lot 10, the only GREEN colour shopping centre...Nothing much there that i would go HUNGRY..After ROMP closes it's branch there, i completely stare into air each time my mum walks in to ISETAN..There's a new foodcourt down there and holly, it's like someone dump a whole load of people inside it..Ha..but i do not love Lot 10..NAH UH

From Lot 10, walk to Pavillion..YES!!! BRANDED GALORE IS THERE!!!!!! MY schoolbag came from there, my pencil came from there, my sneakers came from there but that's all because im too young to treat myself into this galore..I could always take my sister's hand me down that came from there..oh my..Topshop...HUNGRY..is there a forever 21 there? i forgot ady..bt i remember that my sister went in forever 21 to get a pair of high waist shorts..i saw a nine year old girl trying on their clothes..her mother was like 'Oh my god, darling, you look pretty.." i nearly faint..a NINE year old girl wearing clothes that can be worn by my sister?? My sister was debating whether she should take the shorts or Charles and Keith's pumps..i was like..dude..take both so that i can have it next time..too bad,...she was tooo broke to buy any of the peice..HAHA..the last time i went there is because out of expectations,( i think i can win a lottery if this was a number) my brother treat five of us to watch AVATAR in 3D at Pavillion..dude..i can buy one PDI shirt for one ticket..we were sit right in the second row and i was complaining how straining my neck was..i take my words back because when you watch 3D..you should grab the front seat..the lady next to us told us that she had watch Avatar three times in a row..My jaw could drop out at that moment..so..im sooo HUNGRY right now..I MISS PAVILLION!!(the spelling correct? sorry)

Ok, seriously, you can walk from pavillion to KLCC...i've walked there, it takes about fifteen minutes..you had to walk trough their convention centre and from there..you can walked trough the prepared subway..there's nothing much to see at KLCC..i only go there just to feed myself at this bookstore called Kinokuniya? (erm..i didn't bother to know it's name)..there's one floor where one toilet per entry cost RM 2??? YOU pay Rm2 to pee or to poop??? my god..i heard from my teacher that there's two toilet stall in it..with napkins, hairdryer, fragant soap, towels inside..i was like..do you really need all this just to do your business??

OKay, if you're a GADGET FREAK, please walk back to pavillion, Lot 10, and to Sungei Wang again..Next to Sungei Wang is PLaza Low Yat where you can get all sorts of computer spare parts, phones, cameras, whatever gadget you wanna get your hunger of...but what is there to see besides looking at all the technology? When there's no clothes, there will be no me..XD

Oh my..i still remember my mum got sooo obsessed witht this GLOWING puzzle she went all the way to KLCC to choose all sorts of the variation..i was tempted too because i got nothing to do during that huge holiday..they say they have no stock for that particular puzzle so we took the LRT all the way to MID VAlley to get it..and they they say Pavillion has the stock..so we went back and then they say they just sold it..we phone the KLCC branch and then they told us to come back tomorrow..gosh..all this happen in one day..you could imagine our LEGS..

there were bad memories too..i faint at Low Yat? yeap..and then i manage to pull myself out of there and then tumble on the road..LOLX!! sooo humilating..because soo many people was trying to help..they gave advice..there's even one small boy come and stare at me..his mother pull him away but he refuse..he said, "tak mau, i nk tengok harimau.." (Donwan, i want to see lion) Hello kid, do i look like a LION to you? Ok, so my hair is like all over the place..bt do i look like an animal to you??

The pavement of BUKIT BINTANG..yes..at night, you will see breakdancers, shuffles dude all over the place..teenagers all over..the malays are sooo elite..they wear whatever we wear bt one bad thing is ..they smoke that fruit kind of pipe? yeah..they serve it..haiz..

i guess this will be like the last memory?
because my family decide that
we had become too poor to atcually move our car..
so..
GBye BUKIT BINTANG..
my 2nd home of life..

xoxo
ANN



Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Words to say

I always had my best fwens in mind each time any problem strikes me..
so here is some words to them, beecause i will not be able to tell it out face to face in case i will just bawl like water pipe again..

Ann 2 Chiu Yee: I know you will sooo gonna hate me by doing this selfish things..by leaving you just because it's for my own good..hey, we still can meet up each Thursday or Friday..you could always drive your SEXY pink ICON to my house and we could go find the dog name SEXY to match your SEXY pink bike..Even though we're nt going to be like the same, but i'll always remember you as being my best friend that had treat me as a best friend too...

Ann 2 Nicole: You know what? you're like my first first trusty best friend that i've ever had..my mum atcually knows you so we could hang out more together..remember the other day where there were you and Chiu Yee at PCF? I happen to be there and i beg my mum so that i could hang out with you guys..Gosh, i never feel that happy to feel free again..and i feel sooo sad leaving you guys after two hours ..BOO HOO...i wish if there's empty time, i could go to your house again, we shall sleep on your bedroom floor again and listen to whatever songs that are played on the radio..how's that? No matter what, Nicole, you're the first of my first..my First SERIOUS best friend i've ever had..

Ann 2 Sarah: We had really rough times..sometimes we're really really good..sometimes we're horrible..me, sulking when things go wrong and you had to ask me why..i know you hate that, i try to change but how could i when things always go wrong? Sometimes i think back, there's soooo many things i should do..and i will end up regretting it..you're getting happier now which is better because you will not be happy last time..you've done a lot for me and i shall keep in mind..i can't turn back what i have decided, i can only leave it a little longer..I'm sorry for being selfish, I'm sorry for everything..a song dedicated to you
please listen: ALREADY GONE-Kelly Clarkson..

Ann 2 Annick and Amal: Oh my, Annick..when are you coming back to school?? people atcually thought you didnt exist in school anymore!! Class is like FILTHY boring without your pressence..and i love hearing you blabbering and blabbering because every words that you said atcually make sense.. Only idiots do not follow your words of advice..your words heal my heart..and Amal, i will always remember how we play our violins together..strumming the guitar...by thinking back of how we start to know each other..it's such a great time..and don't forget the nickname i give you TAN AH MAL!! haha..you always be the teddybear..and thanks for letting me hear all those songs..it means a lot..

Ann 2 Xin Ning and Jia Wen (M): I never thought i could be SOOO close to you two ever since i move to your class..it makes me feel like i atcually belong to that class..we played soo many games together recently..because you guys wanna know more about each other.. We laugh sooo much i cant even breathe properly...i could share sooo many things with you guys, even NOTHINg becomes SOMETHINg...Jia Wen! i wish you happily ever after with Prince Charming..you're soo lucky to have him...Xin Ning! Don't take it at heart that sometimes i will said something that hurt you...but i was only meant to be funny....You two ROCKS!!

3 Bakti (2009) classmates: Things change ever since we move on to secondary four...we all go seperate ways...now we hardly even speak to each other..but being with you guys for the past two years had change my life..i learn to appreciate friends more and atcually know how to treat a friend better..anyway..now we're on our own now..sometimes i hear my name got called after i pass 4 Amal, i'm soo happy that some of you atcually remember me,..HA!

Symphony members: Ah..there's sooo many things happen that atcually stay in my mind..but anyway..here's a quick notes...remember my song..."Don't run..Don't run.."a song dedicated to you
go youtube and type 'hearts' by Annerny..thank you

Choral Speaking Team Members: Support Support you guys forever and ever..!! one team one..? Voice!!! WOO

Haiz...things are meant to be..i'll be emo and emo for the next days..i hope things will get better after a few weeks or days later..

xoxo
Ann




Positively CHANGING SCHOOL

I'm going from CONVENT to STAR school which is known to be NOTORIOUS?
Yes..i decide that and by taking it to proses, it only needs THREE DAYS since my mum is teaching there...but i suspend it, because i'm not prepare to leave school in like three days??

No, im not smiling now..dyou think i'm smiling? My fwens cried..I CRIED infront of the teacher..it's such a heavy heart..but i think by transfering it could do wonders..
I'm not going to worry about Physics anymore because i'll be taking art stream (wow..i'm frm full science go to half science and now i'm taking full arts??)
I am going to escape this school from all the worries, the problem that i caused and every single mistake that i've done
Start a new enviroment, make new friends, start a whole new me..
get back more trust frm my parents

Omg...please please please..this is soooo hard yet i wanted to go another school..it will be no turning back once i'm there..it's not a game ..it's going to be at least two years i'm going to spend there...

I've been EMO-ing in school for the past two days..I'm no wood..because wood don't sprouts tears..but i do...thinking back, i'll be leaving my greatest friends...My best classmates had been begging me all da, Chiu Yee hit me violently (Jk..) saying that it's not fair, Nicole spray tears and Amal cried like i've just died and Sarah...

I CANT STAND BEING IN THIS SCHOOl..
i have great friends..it's sooo touching to see atcually feel that i belong and they atcually know i exist..YES, i made new friends and they're great to talk to..but then, other then that? what is more to stay on? Symphony? Choir? Choral Speaking??
Don't worry, i will support Convent Alor Star choral speaking as long as i live! Being a part of the team is the greatest thing i've ever joined.

The greatest friends that i've met during all those years were back in secondary three, 3 Bakti, where we live like we're each other's siblings..i still remember they atcually celebrate my bday...touching..wuwu..

No, it's worst then getting a heart surgery..but i think the sooner i'll go, it will not be painer anymore..to leave school, gbye my friends..i shall write the last goodbye song soon..
especially for you guys..

be patient..it's in proses..

xoxo
Ann



Thursday, April 1, 2010

style issue 4

Can't believe it..just last year, i owned a short hair
and now..2010...my hair is still chest length..
CAN"T IT GET ANY LONGER????
GRR..im waiting soo hard for it to grow longer so that i can just curl it..
girls! if you're still schooling at high school or whatever..don't choose small curls..you will remind me of my grandma..

androgynous look?..

 
ONE GOOD THING FOR HAVING A TOP THICK AND BOTTOM THIN HAIR IS THAT YOU GET TO LOOK MESSY.


BUT THEN YOU WILL LOOK DISASTEROUS WHEN YOU TIE IT INTO A BUN
(NAH, I wasn't making out with the closet)

And when you wanted to plait it, it will look very loose, but it will not make you feel like Hilly-Billy..


Ah....im going to depart with my braces soon...boo hoo hoo, it became part of my life...but on the other hand, it will be a relief to atcually see my teeth again..

MOOD

Guys, im soooo sick of myself..sooo many changes these days..
My parents kept bugging me, askin me to take art stream..Im sooo fed up, because each time i talk about chemistry and physic to them, they don't feel the slightest interest of what i'm saying..CAN"T THEY JUST SUPPORT ME INSTEAD OF DEGRADING ME?? this will lead my science to disaster if they kept going on like that..

i mean if you want my result to be good, why kept turning your nose up each time i complain that i can't get physics in my brain??YOU should help me up! instead of telling me "I TOLD YOU SO!!"

Too bad, i can't understand a word the definition of accounts..i just memorize the format..and to my point of view, MEMORIZING is NOT GOOD for studying..the most important thing is you must UNDERSTAND.. That is how i study my HISTORY..building stories up in your brain while you imagine the civilization of Mesopotamia and blah blah..

I didnt take Biology...but i love science since i was form one..Due to great complication, i decided to follow my sister's footstep by taking half science and arts..
i used to failed math (yes, no kidding, i failed math) i used to failed Chinese (no surprise, because the language i speak sounded like a foreigner trying to talk chinese) and oh yeah, during my primary school day, i failed science all the time..(endless, because it was in chinese)

Now, huh! im coping with math really well, my chinese - borderline, trying hard not to fail it again and i love science soo much i could eat it in my food..so who say Middle School result could predict the future of your intelligence?Although i suck soo much during my pre-school year, it doesn't mean i'll be stupid till death came knocking on my door.. Much ado about nothing...because once a human being is growing up (In a right way) they would tend to realize the importance of building a future ahead of them..

Don't look down on yourself,
Don't look down on others too
Because they may have a better future then you
for the next five years..
who knows?


xoxo
Ann